This Is MS Multiple Sclerosis Community: Knowledge & Support

In desperate need of advice! Ive been on avonex 3 months now, side effects have reduced and i love that its just once a week but im having the hardest time getting over self injecting anxiety, and it is getting worse, last week i had a big disaster and cried all night about it and havent been able to do it again. Im so desperate for it to work out because i like that its only once a week. Ive tried distractin myself with music, tv, chocolate n telling myself it doesnt hurt becauee it really doesnt much. I just dont get it coz it wss goin so well but is getting worse n i find myself getti all worked up about it and its getting so frustrating now because i dont want to give up, its something about the loud click a d how hard u hav to press the button to activate it, but i dont fancy the other non-pen options n i cant face someone else givinv it to me either. Wow, this has been a long msg but helps 2 get it out to people who might understand and hope someone has a magical solution!!