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Nasti, first you must ask your "Liberation procedure" team or team leader "What are you dealing with"
I sent an e-mail to the doc, no reply yet. Though, I don't really believe that he might tell me something I don't know, he hasn't so far. What ever he does, I am reasoning since the first time the relapse didn't get any better by the procedure, why should it this time?
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Is this a new symptom? or an exacerbation of an old one?
It is definitely an exacerbation. I've had it in relapse for 10 years now. The scary thing is that the last 2 bouts of MS that I've had do not respond to the steroid treatment, and that's a trouble. Though I am not having nausea this time, this symptom can be pretty nasty, with vertigo and vomiting all the time, and since I do not get better by steroids, what's left?
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Sorry to hear that Nasti - sending positive thoughts!!
Thank you for your positive thoughts, I am kind of lacking them right now. I replaced them with thorough cleaning of the kitchen till 2 am. I think I woke up my neighbours

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Here is all I can think of: You said you last had a doppler follow-up two months ago, are you anywhere close to a center than can do another one? Did you have anything that was untreatable (missing sinuses, that sort of thing) or that was not treated for being too small of a stenosis? Were problems with the valves near where the jugular joins the subclavian found, that's such a common place? Why do you think you relapse in November?
Actually, I am not far, but it takes crossing borders and going to another country. Last time we did that with our own car, burglars wanted to slit our throats in the mountains, so now transportation is kind of tricky. And I don't want to go through the same ordeal each time.
My right jug was like 0.2 mm wide at ear height, so it was stented, left and azygos just ballooned. I was doing great these past 5 mos, and this relapse had no reasons, definitely. Not all of them have, but this time I was actually consciously resting and taking it easy because I was to have a business trip on Nov 2nd. Like I brought my bad luck by being cautious. This came out of nowhere and devastated me. I had already started to hope for the better, I had overcome some of my worst fears by creating positive thinking environment, and now everything is back, every doubt, every worst scenario. And I went through that already this year when I had 2 failed angios, and this is actually too much, I think I am running out of defensive mechanisms for my sanity.
Thank you all for your support and understanding, if I didn't have that, I don't know what I'd do. Not much you can do, not much I can do nor anyone else, I just want to learn how people survive with this because it's been 10+ years, and I still can't get my peace of mind, I wonder if I ever will.