It was inevitable that the euphoria that surrounded CCSVI during late 2009 and 2010 could not last. This forum was moving so fast, it was almost impossible to keep up during that time. Many of the originally treated patients from Stanford were very active on TIMS. As others of us were treated, we added to the information being shared here.
For better or worse TIMS now seems to be populated by a newer generation of people anxious for answers, seeking advice, and eager to share their success stories. A passing of the torch has been occurring, IMHO. We are lucky to have many of the original members of this group who faithfully participate. Some of us have fallen off of the wagon.
In my case it is because my life has gotten so busy, thanks in large part to my multiple, successful treatments. A friend who I met here way back in 2009 just called to tell me that he has become discouraged about CCSVI. He cited his inability to be retreated because of the BCBS policy of refusing to pay for this treatment. It is so frustrating!
So the euphoria is died down a little. I think that is to be totally expected. We are seeing the results of stents gone bad, insurance denials, and frustrations with government inaction.
Please don't forget that there are thousands of people out there who have stopped being involved on a regular basis because they have been able to get back to their real lives thanks to this treatment.
I started to feel guilty that I have not been as active as I once was. I am a success story. I have needed repeat procedures to maintain my gains, but this condition and its treatment have given me back a life that I feared was lost forever.
I still use a cane and Segway, still need baclofen to manage my (greatly reduced) spasticity, and absolutely know that I have permanent nerve damage from 20+ years of reduced drainage from my brain. But I am still 100% better off than I was before my first treatment in March of 2010.
So please hang in there. The study of CCSVI and its treatment are going forward. The pace is maddeningly slow, but it is happening.
I may not be posting here too often, but I am blogging regularly at
www.myliberationadventure.blogspot.com .
The silence that I hear here is the absence of so many who were able to stop focusing on their MS symptoms because they are feeling so much better after Liberation. There are certainly many others who have dropped off the forum due to frustration and poor results, too.
This is the nature of being on the cutting edge of medical discoveries. We are risk takers. Some of us do it because we have nothing to lose, others are trying to preemptively protect their delicate brains.
Whatever our motivation we are all valuable cogs in the wheels of this new science. The medical community is lucky to have so many smart, well informed, brave individuals who are willing to participate in the early days of this new discovery.
I humbly say on behalf of my family and myself, "Thank you, and you are welcome!"
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Liberated at Georgetown U. 3/3/10. Subsequent procedures at U of Maryland with Dr. Ziv Haskal 7/30/10, 12/2/10, 5/11/11.
http://myliberationadventure.blogspot.com