I think the line between the two 'a' words can be fine, or quite broad. I think if you just take a little more help, this might just be a speed bump in the road. I don't know about you, but I am exhausted getting ready for the trip. Maybe that is playing into the 'feeling' I am getting from your blog.
I can't wait to read the next installment in Zamboni's research. I want to know what he knows. If it is what I think, maybe you can skip this acceptance stuff completely! (Hope I am not messing you up, I am just like you about not accepting this crap, there you go... I said it... this is all CRAP!
Anyway, use the aids you need to make things easier and ease your stress, then you can keep on with the other stuff to make/keep you strong, physically and emotionally.
dx 4/09 * Stanford appointment 11/09/09 * One stent left, low jugular 11/10/09!<br />One year from treatment, I have my life back. Placebo schmebo.