I was diagnosed with MS in 2004 after 2 MRIs, I had a lumbar puncture which came back negative and since then have been following a gluten free diet. I didn't really have many symproms until 2008 when my father who I was very close to was diagnosed with a brain tumour a week after I had my only daughter. The following year, he was in and out of hospital and each time I was told that this was it, he was going to die. He was divorced so there was myself and my sister who looked after him. He sadly died in August 2009 and it was followed by a massive flood at my house which caused us to have to move out. Since all this I have had terrible MS symptoms, Balance problems, bladder urgency, dizziness, burning in limbs, numbness, difficulty walking. I was told by the neurologist that I had had a significent relapse. I tried to explain the situation and he told me that it was through having a baby. I cant seem to pull myself together after this, I have been to Germany to have the ballooning procedure on 25th June and at first I felt brilliant, but now I am back everything seems to have reappeared. I am depressed, does anybody have any receommendations?