Filmmaker wrote:
euphonia, just wondering: if your brain is full of lesions, how bad are your symptoms? I mean do you think there s a direct cause and effect between number or size of lesions and ability to function?
Also, are your lesions all white, any black one? I think MS damage is mainly from black "holes" whcih I still do not understand how ther appear...how can a lesion go from white to black? i guess it's the same question as how does cancer appear? for e.g coughing white mucus for a smoker is ok, but coughing black may indicate lung cancer... I guess it's the same with brain lesions, their color predicts the outcome... I wish I was a researcher:-)
Hi Filmmaker (and Laura, and anyone else), I post the link to my thread with pictures of my brain lesions often

, so here it is again:
general-discussion-f1/topic16335.htmlNo one has ever, ever mentioned lesion colors to me.

But only that at least one of mine is BIG (tumefactive, to be exact). MRIs do not show in color, lesions are not actually "white", and I think that "black hole" may just be a reference to a type of lesion - or a serious worsening of one. I tried quickly to find a good explanation of it, but no time right now. Don't know, don't care, and my docs don't bother to discuss the details of my lesions, because what matters is how I'm doing, and I'm doing okay.
I actually got a diagnosis by accident with no serious complaints to my docs at all. When I mentioned to my GP at a regular checkup that I seemed to have a tiny tremor in one finger only when I reached for my alarm clock in the morning, he sent me to a physiatrist to check for carpal tunnel. EMGs showed I did have carpal tunnel, and that meant HNPP. He also noticed a slight difference in my reflexes on my right vs. left side, sent me for an MRI of brain & C-spine (with NO gadolinium contrast), and got an immediate dx of MS the next day.
My brain was full of lesions (at least 30 years worth). Lucky for me, MS brain lesions do NOT
necessarily correlate to symptoms, exacerbations, progression, or anything else, because at that point I was feeling as healthy as I had ever been in my life. (I credit diet, exercise, sleep, music, humor.) Turns out the brain is very 'plastic' and resilient. I still work full time and I'm taking college classes.
Wishing us all the healthiest and most resilient 'brain damage' possible.

And I'm sorry for hijacking the thread!
P.S. Feel free to correct my comments if I'm wrong.