Let me tell you my story. First off, I am 19 years old. I have anxiety/ocd, not too severe, but it's there... Anyways late june/early july I started getting strange symptoms such as hot/cold sensations on the legs mostly like warm water dripping, ect. On July 12th I'd consider it the worst day of my life. Prior to that day I found out what MS is and the symptoms. The symptoms seemed so identical to mine, I had a mental breakdown, I just wanted to end it, I didn't want to go on anymore, I thought that I definitely had it. As the hot/cold sensations went on, i started to get muscle cramps and muscle twitching in my legs mainly, this started in mid- august. Then the muscle twitching wen't all over, literally it could happen anywhere, like the hands, tongue, neck, ect. It's not severe it's just a nuisance. As I got into September the hot/cold sensations weren't nearly as bad and almost gone, BUT the muscle cramps were worse.... I started to stray away from the fact that I could have MS... I felt a bit better... Also, another symptom I feel like I have trouble speaking at times. I'll be talking about one of the classes im taking and one time i said "Englis" class without the 'h' - Or ill mix up syllables or ill say "Twain" instead of "Train"-Like I'm slurring, stuff like that. I also get these brain farts where I forget what I'm talking about. All these symptoms i'm getting are exactly what people with ms get. When october hit I finally had my appointment with the neurologist, he sen't me for several mri's lumbar/spine/brain, - non- contrast... they all came out clear. I also had numerous blood tests, and an EMG, EEG, all came back normal except EEG showed slight carpal tunnel, ulnar neuropathy which isnt a big deal. I know my MRI came back normal but it was non- contrast and I hear of plenty of people who's lesions dont show up until later with MS. I'd also like to note that my symptoms now are a bit different than they were in july/august. The hot/cold sensations barely happen anymore. Right now what worries me is the trouble speaking and the cramped legs and now I feel a bit off balance. I constantly check my balance by walking heel to heel, sometimes I feel like I can't do it, but I do it anyway. I wen't on youtube today and heard people's stories with MS and how they got diagnosed. I saw this one vid of this woman explaining how she slurs like she's drunk at times, or how she feels like she ran 10 miles when she only walked a bit. That's exactly how I feel. I had a breakdown. I feel like it is so apparent that I have this disease now. I can't take it anymore, seriously. I don't want to live with this, I just wan't someone to tell me I don't have it, but theres no way of telling, that's what's so horrible. I need help so bad, I can't move on, People say anxiety, but why the hell would I just be relaxing one day and then start feeling trouble speaking? or getting strange prickling sensations? What should I do? I've looked up this disease so much, I don't know what to do anymore, I can't eat, this is the worst thanksgiving ever for me.