Thats one way to look at it, I want everyone to get better but i just can't seem to get as excited about these drugs. Do i want to let them shoot me up with these powerful drugs for limited results i'm just not sure.Only time will tell, but i will stay possitive and for now just deal with what is here, and know there is help comming... The folks that agree to these drugs just want it to stop as do i and i truly hope they help, Mayby i'm learning to accept what has happened and find the little things that i like and still enjoy. There is a small feeling of good being drug free, am i crazy to feel this way not really sure anymore.. I have led eyeryone to think that if he's so desperate why dosen't he try anything, it's the old put up or shut up thing.. The feelings i have that way are in the back of my mind now so will see..
And who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?