I went to the doctor today and got some medication called clonazepam it really helped with the anxiety. I feel real good
Well done, Six, just by going to the doctor you've taken a massive step forward! I'm glad you're feeling better, especially because anxiety and emotional stress will only make your MS symptoms worse. Give it plenty of time though, I mean, things are bound to go up and down for a while so if you do have a bad day, try not to immediately think that you've gone back to square one -- you've pulled yourself up by the boot straps once, you can do it again!
None of us here, (I presume), knows you, your ex, your personalities, or situation, so it would be wrong of me to assume I know what went wrong with your relationship or start apportioning blame, but I think it's fair to say that when somebody leaves you it's one of the worst feelings in the world, and dealing with MS is one of the hardest things, so combining the two is absolutely devastating.
I rarely look at the "daily life" section of this website, because I've had MS for a long time and I've been through every emotion under the sun, but I think it's excellent that we have a resource here where we can share how it feels
to have MS, (to me, the most important part of the whole deal), and not simply concentrate on the mechanics of myelin, oligodendrocytes, and the like,