I've just managed to pick myself up from the floor.
I'm very fortunate to have Dr Coles as my neuro. He and his team know that treatments such as Campath come with substantial risks, but they are taking it slowly and carefully. I couldn't be in better hands with the follow up and monitoring I am receiving. I am also fortunate that the other neuro I saw / am in touch with (Professor Giovannoni) has a similar outlook.
Maybe you're not so bad after all.
Muu, It seems a long time since our romantic meal alongside the Thames. If you're lucky, I might treat you again!