Ya know, I'm about 1/4 of the personI was just 3 years ago. I push myself to work 2 days a week so I can have insurance to cover the cost of this disease. I've lost my home, my livelihood, social life, lifestyle. My car has 245,000 miles on it. I can't feel my hands, I'm in constant pain, I can't string 2 coherent thoughts together. I fall, walk into walls, am sometimes afraid to go anywhere alone in case I forget where I am.
Ya know what I feel like crap now just thinking of all that lost hope.
This disease has won in alot of ways, but not completely.
Not until I'm dead.
I prefer not to dwell on the can't, and salvage the I kind of can.
It is a choice I still can make whereas MS has taken most other choices away from me.
THIS is MS