First, whew! You should be so proud of yourself and how you have turned yourself around - try to think of that whenever you get to beating yourself up over the past, which you cant change. You have taken control of your life, unfortuanetly, you cant control ms, but you can control how you deal with it, and guilt is just so draining. Hold in your head the thought that drugs are really damaging, and will not do your ms any good, but your ms is not your fault.
But you should try to be proud of how far you have come along this road...You have done so, so well.
As for th etwitches, yeah I get 'em, but so do people i know who dont have ms - my doc doesn't have an answer, except to say that once th enerves are excited by activity, it may take them longer to settle down, hence the twitches, and yes, they can be annoying.
So glad you are seeing improvement in your ms, concentrate on that very positive thing, and look forward, not back.
Take care bro', and shit, so proud of you.
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