but I don’t this place is my group
Ditto. Me too.
I can come here, free to be me free to see what you all have to say about this crappy journey we are on any time I need it. I have learned great things from others on the path, if edss is a placement on the path, I'm an 6.5--cane all the time and bilateral support for longer walks.
I have appreciated the wisdom of everyone, and was deeply touched by the post you did, Dom, about how it is not so bad to look out the window and let life flow by. Caught unawares, it reminded me we really are not a human "doing" but a human being. I felt the peace in that and that helped me think I might be OK, even when I get there.
Thanks for being here every single person! Light and blessings to you Dom!