Right now, I just don't care whether I live or die. It's not an issue with me... My diagnosis was about a month ago, but it's been like this for over a year. It started around the time my leg felt like it was burning.
The other thing is less severe, but I just... While I know the answer to some questions, I can't find it in my head. I kept searching for it, but I could never find it. This happens to me a lot, and it's various things. I used to always remember where I left my keys, but when I think of it, I can't remember. This is especially troubling as a college student because I forgot how to do most of my work. I forgot most of my physics equations and when they're relevant. I knew it was in my head somewhere, but I could never find the answer. When I go through life, every single day, I remember that I forgot something. It's hard to explain, but I think maybe someone here will understand...
I don't know what to do. I don't know if these are symptoms or not.
I refuse to fail, to kneel or bow.
No power in the 'verse can stop me now!