Hi! my question is the same too, what have i done to deserve this present?lol...but i believe my God is good all the time and He never changes. And He doesn't want us to live in misery (john 10:10). Though i feel God seems to be unfair to me for letting me having this disease, but every person living on this world has his/her own problems, who doesn't?name one if you can.
My God is my strength, my healer, my everything. Is there anything that's called coincidence? No, i think God is a master planner, I couldn't type here if it wasn't for Him. When we look back later, we'll know that He plans what's best for us if we believe Him.
I learnt to have a grateful heart each day for every things He's given me, even the smallest things (the one i used to take for granted) like the air i could breathe, the food i could still eat normally, the house which i live in, the family that take care of me, the husband that always be in my side, the joy God puts in my heart through difficult times, the opportunity to find this forum and meet others who suffer just like me.
Every one of us plays a role within God's plan, i'm still searching mine, but i know i come to this world for a reason. Every thing we do, we say, we think, we write, all that have impact for ourselves and for others. What would you think the world become if you weren't born? Must be not the same.
Let's do our part and let Him does the rest. I know there's still no cure yet for MS, but nothing is impossible for Him. He knows everything. Why don't we ask Him? He'll sure show us the way to overcome this. Some pwMS has managed to overcome their MS with different ways (diet, exercise, alternative medications, EFT, CCSVI treatments, etc). He has many ways, even unthinkable ways to heal us.
I always pray before for God to heal me, but it never happens until now. Then instead asking God for His healing, i ask God to show me what to do with my condition. Then i find out about CCSVI, i do blogging, i find this forum. Maybe God is showing me and directing me in His way to overcome this disease of mine. I don't know for sure, coz it's not over yet.
I just like to participate in this forum, giving all the informations i know and all experiences i have and telling every body that there's still hope. (hebrews10:35)
Let's put our trust in the Lord and don't lose hope.
God loves you n bless you all,
|For the joy of the Lord is your strength | A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones| God always leads us to where we need to be, not where we want to be|
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