I can't tell you how good it felt to throw all my interferon stuff into a box and shove it to the back of a closet. Then I squirted out six syringes of Rebif into the sink while having a glass of wine.
I kept three syringes, which I place front in centre of my fridge and with me when I travel, to fool my friends and family (it's all a big secret).
I do have moments of paranoia though. I just pray i get pregnant sooner rather than later.
And I'm not brave, just largely in denial.