I had my assessment on Jan 9th, and 5 weeks later to the day I got the word I had an appointment to get poisoned.
My wife and family knows this and I'm now going to share it with you all...
I have moments of Deja Vu, just more intense kinda. No I'm not weird lol...
I've dreamed about the future my whole life. I remember these dreams I have, but usually the ones that really stick out in my head are going to happen. I'm not saying I can predict 911 or anything, but last summer before we went on our fishing trip I knew we would limit out. When it happened, the scene of the guide taking pics of my wife and I with fish, well I had been there and I was like, "Oh OK, I dreamed this."
I have had a dream, a recurring dream, of me walking unassisted through my front lawn, out onto my driveway. When I get to the driveway I jog all of 10 feet, and I'm chasing something. I can't make out if it's my dog, or if maybe I have a lil one. My neighbor is outside in her front yard too. It's a sunny day.
When the Tovaxin trial fell through for me, I had this dream more. I couldn't figure it out. I was like, "Great this crap is taking my body and mind." I really figure I was just torturing myself.
So the I meet this guy named Brett on the internet, and the dreams normalize. The dream only happens so often. So I decided to try and get into the study.
Last night in my dream I walked out my front steps, smelled my roses, walked over to the tree in the front yard and snapped a dead stick off, I saw the dog run towards the neighbor lady, I walked across the lawn, jogged across the driveway to her yard, grabbed the dog, and walked back.
The dream is clearer.
I can't wait. I just simply can't wait.