I'm exactly like you. If the T-cell stuff doesn't work within 6 months of first jabs, I'm going to Baltimore!! I am so tired of watching my physical self just keep slipping away when there is a more "active" route I could go. I get my first extension shots on Mar. 5, so I'll make sure I keep everyone posted on how I'm doing. Since we all know we won't be unblinded for a while, I'm only giving Tovaxin about 5 or 6 mos. before I pull the trigger. I'm all about furthering the cause by being a lab rat, but personally I've just slipped so far that I can't jeopardize my family anymore if there is something that is working better. My hope is Tovaxin really works, but I've already greased the skids to make a change if need be. My work is giving me a leave of absence if I need it and my family (God love 'em) has stepped up to help with bills while no $$ is coming in. I'm almost ready to make the change now, but that would mean that all the gyrations I went through last year were for naught and I just can't not give it a try.