Interesting to know that someone who did "reactivate" is now doing okay. As most of you know by now, I hate waiting to see what is going to happen. I think I just feel that I'm "new" enough to the disability that I may have a greater chance of beating it sooner than later.
I guess this is all just scaring the crap out of me....and truthfully, I look forward (in a warped way) to being re-treated and making sure that "it is all gone" - get any last buggers hanging around in my immune system. Let them use me as a guinea pig to just over process me and knock me down. I will wear it with a badge of honor!!
I will know more in January....but so far, if they offer it to me to do again, I plan on doing it, sooner than later. I've had 4.5 months nearly free after spending the previous 6 months declining daily and doing horribly. I'm so afraid that I'm heading back there, though I know it is too soon to tell, but it's hard not to be worried. Trying to be positive but I don't know how to do that when I've had to pull out my cane since not having to use its since July.