Continue to think positively and know that I'm still prayin for you!! I mean it......This time you know what to expect and you will be ready for it. Yes, it may be tougher for you this time around, but you can definitely handle anything that is thrown at you! Can't your friends go this time? I had different shifts of people. I had one friend for the week in the hospital and one for the 2 weeks at the apartment. Then, kids and husband filled in between. BUT, I live 4 hrs away.......not on the other side of the country! Do you have anyone that you trust to run the business? I know that has to be a worry. I have emailed you multiple times and never heard from you, so I must have the wrong address for you. Sorry about that! When you find out the date in April, can you let us know? My reck is April 8. I will come see how you are if you are in yet! Hang in, girl!!!