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anyone know the difference?

Posted: Wed Mar 03, 2010 10:51 am
by msmything
I have been terrible weepy lately, very very much out of character for me. I can't hold my water against my boss who is a well known MONSTER who enjoys going for the jugular, and I've been able to not let her in in the past. Also, I will be homeless vey soon, but that's nothing new either.
Haven't changed meds or behaviors, I take 60 mg of Cymbalta daily and catch exercise about as usual.
Is this the emotional lability? It really sucks, I've left work with tear stained face 2 x's in the past couple of weeks...
Gosh this really makes me feel weak. If people see you crying, it feels like they are thinking 'oh the poor girl with MS, that must be so terrible."

Posted: Wed Mar 03, 2010 12:39 pm
by Lyon
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Posted: Wed Mar 03, 2010 2:05 pm
by Loobie
I would ask yourself this: If your boss has always been that way to you, but not until lately have you started not being able to face her w/out crying, then I would say you are becoming emotionally labile.

If this is all new and she just turned her venon on you for some reason, I'd tend to agree with Lyon that it's probably more stress related and normal; whatever that is!

Posted: Wed Mar 03, 2010 4:08 pm
by msmything
My boss has gone through periods where I have had a rather large target on my back, then she backs off, and comes back with greater powers like a bad sci-fi. a middle age mutant ninja bitch or so..
I know she honestly wishes I would transfer, but the place is 2 minutes from my house, whereas the main hospital is 20-25.
I believe she hasn't got long too Lyon, she's a bit loose with the truth as well as with payroll for her buddy.

I feel like one big exposed nerve at work, so I'm gonna have to do something.
Sometimes knowing I've a xanax in my pocket helps, I am very much a placeo effect kinda person, I don't even have to take it for it to work.