I Am New To This Board And Scared To Death
Posted: Sun Mar 10, 2013 1:28 pm
A year or so ago i developed Acid Reflux, my doctor told it it was because of the upside down pullups and abs exercise i did that probably caused acid to enter my esophagus.
Fastforward - 9 months ago i felt a numbness in my left pinky and ring finger, i ignored it for almost a year.
However, recently i started feeling numbness in my right pinky and ring fingers. especially at nights when i sleep in bad positions. Now i feel an overall tingling in both hands. SCARED
For the last month i seriously started panicking, felt a slight stiffness in my neck that would periodically move around my neck.
pain in the middle section of my back and a weird sharp pain on the left side of my stomach under my rib cage.
Now my entire body feels a little weak and my both hands feel a little weak.
My overall optimistic view of life kinda changed, in my head i feel this sudden rush of negativity and the world just seems a little gloomy.
Now i did my researched on MS, i don't have legs or balancing issues, no blurred or double visions or any of the predominantly stereotypical symptoms.
My Doctor Took Urine and did a Full Blood Work, told me i'm perfectly healthy and they found nothing usual in my urine or blood.
Tomorrow i'm going to see a Neurologist and Wednesday a Cardiologist.
I am here because i am 38 and so so so so scared, i haven't slept in 2 days and panicking to death, the slightest poke i jump and panic.
I'm a Fitness Trainer, Musician and Writer, the thought of having MS is killing me.
If i don't have it, it surely changed my perspective of life and i have a completely new found appreciation for living, But so far i'm just a paranoid buffoon that's self diagnosing myself into anxiety attacks.
Please, please someone anyone? talk to me?
Fastforward - 9 months ago i felt a numbness in my left pinky and ring finger, i ignored it for almost a year.
However, recently i started feeling numbness in my right pinky and ring fingers. especially at nights when i sleep in bad positions. Now i feel an overall tingling in both hands. SCARED
For the last month i seriously started panicking, felt a slight stiffness in my neck that would periodically move around my neck.
pain in the middle section of my back and a weird sharp pain on the left side of my stomach under my rib cage.
Now my entire body feels a little weak and my both hands feel a little weak.
My overall optimistic view of life kinda changed, in my head i feel this sudden rush of negativity and the world just seems a little gloomy.
Now i did my researched on MS, i don't have legs or balancing issues, no blurred or double visions or any of the predominantly stereotypical symptoms.
My Doctor Took Urine and did a Full Blood Work, told me i'm perfectly healthy and they found nothing usual in my urine or blood.
Tomorrow i'm going to see a Neurologist and Wednesday a Cardiologist.
I am here because i am 38 and so so so so scared, i haven't slept in 2 days and panicking to death, the slightest poke i jump and panic.
I'm a Fitness Trainer, Musician and Writer, the thought of having MS is killing me.
If i don't have it, it surely changed my perspective of life and i have a completely new found appreciation for living, But so far i'm just a paranoid buffoon that's self diagnosing myself into anxiety attacks.
Please, please someone anyone? talk to me?