Emotional State directly related to Physical Disability
Posted: Mon Jun 16, 2008 10:04 am
EDSS 1.0 - 3.0
Able to do regular activities normally
- Your in shock that you have been diagnosed with a chronic progressive disease.
-You think your life is over
- So many thoughts go through your mind
- Aside from all the mixed emotions you really have no disability so you just get on
with life
- Get on a drug and hope for the best
-Go online and meet others with ms
-still working
* Mood is positive after the initial shock*
EDSS 3.5 - 4.5
Moderate disability that starts to impair daily functioning
- starting to notice things are changing
-disability seems severe because your just not use to any at all
-after your at this level for a bit it gets easier and you think this is not so bad
-thoughts creep in of what if it keeps getting worse
-maybe I can beat this when you’re having a good day
-possibly starting to doubt the drugs your on and research alternatives
-learn to get by with the disabilities that you have and get on with it
-still working (this is huge in the whole mood thing)
-can’t help thinking what is going to happen to my ms
Mood is still good, not bad enough that you can’t overcome negative thoughts even though they are getting more and more frequent*
EDSS 5.0 - 5.5
Unable to do full daily activities, but still able to walk with out assistance
- the middle of the road
- start to think about can i keep working
- really getting tired
- takes a lot of effort just to do simple things
- relationship troubles may come into it
- reality is really setting in
I think at this level your mood really takes a hit, your thoughts become more relevant, it is all just getting too much. Just go away enough is enough
EDSS 6.0 - 6.5
Needs assistance to walk, such as a cane, crutch or brace
- had to quite my job
- realization that this is not going to go away
- will loose my license to drive
- money becomes an issue more than ever
- strains on the relationship get worse
- start to learn who your friends really are
- how do I keep my life together
- really miss the things I use to do
Mood and your ability to be positive is so hard, ms gives some windows where you just feel better than usual and it gives you the chance to be positive but that window always closes. This disease is progressive and the quality of your mood follows that progression side by side as your physical condition gets worse
EDSS 7.0 - 8.0
Needs a wheelchair most of the time but may still be able to walk a few steps around the home with assistance
- this as sad as it may seem is almost a relief
- I have finally gotten to where I always knew
- they show a girl here smiling and doing some paper work but there is so much more to it that
- you didn’t just wake up in this chair it has taken a long time and in this time you have been fighting every day, every minute and your tired and beat down
- can I learn to work at something from this chair or are there other things going on that won’t let this happen
- it’s like finishing a book
- well what now’! I’m young and still have a few years left lol
Mood at this point is pretty much set there are no more ups and downs, this is my life now so live or die. Happiness is hard to find, there is still some things that make you smile but they are far and few between, you really look to others to do stuff that you may enjoy almost like living vicariously through them.
EDSS 8.5 - 9.5
Bedridden most of the day; may have lost use of arms, and ability to communicate effectively or eat
- say no more