...and now...the hair loss...
Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2006 2:18 pm
Well...I guess I can not deny it anymore...I am loosing my hair. I think it is because of the Avonex but my Dr. wants to run some tests. I am not sure what to hope for. Do I want it to be Avonex which I THINK is helping me or do I want it to be something else???? What would I pick? This is going to be really vain but I love my hair. I always complained that I had too much but I just meant that I wanted the hair dresser to thin it. I did not actually want it to fall off of my head. I also love my eyes and b/c ON I am afraid that I will lose my vision in that eye too.
I would like there to be someone or something that I could blame for all of this. I also would like to tell him/her that I will no longer complain about what I have been given and that I love me the way I am. I will never say that my hair is too thick, or that I don't have enough eyelashes, or that my eyes are not slanted the ritgh way. PLease stop taking the things that I love. Sorry...it has been a bad day and I just feel like if I say those things loud enough that whatever is to blame for this stupid disease might hear me and realize that I have learned my lesson. I am well aware that you ppl who don't know may think I am crazy but I hope I am not. I am a control freak who is loosing her grip. That’s my excuse and I am sticking to it.
NN
I would like there to be someone or something that I could blame for all of this. I also would like to tell him/her that I will no longer complain about what I have been given and that I love me the way I am. I will never say that my hair is too thick, or that I don't have enough eyelashes, or that my eyes are not slanted the ritgh way. PLease stop taking the things that I love. Sorry...it has been a bad day and I just feel like if I say those things loud enough that whatever is to blame for this stupid disease might hear me and realize that I have learned my lesson. I am well aware that you ppl who don't know may think I am crazy but I hope I am not. I am a control freak who is loosing her grip. That’s my excuse and I am sticking to it.
NN