I feel terrible, so I am seeking solace. I had to give up an offer to begin a Master's in Science today to someone better equipped to endure it. I'm 23, dx 7 months, but symptoms began 2004, and I have absolutely NO mental clarity at all! Restful nights sleep, 10 hours, naps during the day, Swank diet, etc and nothing helps. I know it's for the best, so I don't taint my academic record in future then try justify it when applying for higher degrees, but I cant help but feel a little upset.
My liberation procedure was pushed back a few months - was originally booked in for August 10, but now it's looking closer to November because it's become a clinical trial. I understand there is a probability it may ameliorate cognitive issues, but I'm just a mess! Can't even think right anymore! I really don't know if i can handle another few months of this.....
I know the struggles of MS and university studies... I am in Law school (going into year II) and very scared about starting again in september because I am in the middle of a relapse and have so little energy... the scary thing is I had CCSVI treatment in June... But don't worry, the treatment might do wonders for you, I'm not sure why it seems not to be working for me. Maybe I have re-stenosed in just a few days. Keep hoping!
can really empathize with your discouragement--but think you make a very wise decision not to try to plow thru it now-- hard for you to see now, but you are young, and there seem to be windows of healing opening with this disease, so the future does indeed look brighter.
Good luck with your liberation!
But, there is always the possibility that you may feel up to it at another time. There might be an option to study part time.
I completed a Masters by research degree during the time of MS diagnosis - and after a 2 yr break from study then started a phd.
I wish you luck, be kind to yourself.
Dahlia - that is a fantastic achievement!! I would love to do that too - infact with this whole CCSVI issue, I wanted to complete a Masters (by coursework that is LOL research will send me to the grave! PLus, i have a love/hate relationship with statistic outputs!), then eventually a PhD in sonography, specialising in Vascular so I can do my bit i guess.
I asked about deferring - they do not offer deferrment as this year is the last year it is being offered, and anyone beginning the course must complete it by december 2011. That's okay, theres other ways around it. I can just reapply after my procedure, but when youre studying - all you want to do is just FINISH! its very frustrating LOL
I have a very good feeling about my procedure too, i am not as advanced as others, i do not have reflux etc. and my stenosis is Maximum 50% - i had my previous post wrong. So, i might need just a few balloons and i should be okay. Id much rather keep the physical symptoms and dissapate the mental ones - IF i had a choice in the matter xxx
thanks dear PwMS - you're lifesavers xo
Don't regret getting one in Early Childhood, even though I probably won't ever use it, other than for my own children. I use everything I learn in life whether is was formal education or not.
Lady Doe, in smaller bites when your health allows, I am sure you can finish it.
My first year and a half was the worse, then went through periods of being much better. Fatigue and constant pain is my downfall, but know if I really wanted to do more, I could take on small bites.
Don't give up on your dream, just adjust and accomplish in different ways and times.
(((Hugs))) We are behind you!