New user trying express himself
Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2016 1:29 am
Hello everyone!
First of all i need to write something about my english. My english is not very good but i will try to write best i can.
And next thing is something about me.
To introduce myself i can put here some personal information. I am 23 years old and i am from czech republic. First your question is maybe : Why he cant find some forum in his country?
Well, i couldnt found any special forum with focus on MS topic. Weird, i know.
Next thing is i had MS diagnosis year ago (i think it was somewhere in November). I started to use Avonex injection. From start were everything all right. I didnt had depresion or some bad feelings. I just didnt realised that i think. After some application of Avonex i started to had psychic problems. I have some kind of anxiety that gave me block in application of my treatment. Then everything started went bad for my and my psyche. Now i have some special anxiety + social phoby (i hope i wrote that right). I taking antidepressants for about half year.
I am not sure why i writing this. Maybe i started to listen my psychoterapist and want to express myself.
Next thing is I have a girlfriend with same diagnosis bud she have serious problems with her coordination and moving. She taking stronger antidepressants and i trying to be her hero. Well, i can do that but who will be hero for me? Its like in Watchmen movie you know. Who protect hero?
Because i have proper treatment my problems are most of all with psyche. No one can see that. I am really good actor in this but its so exhausting!
Looks like i write too much for a first topic, sorry all!
I just end this topic with something nice.
Still i have faith in myself. I cant beat MS and my psyche problem completely but i can stand against this problems and fight! Like Rocky Balboa!
Thanks everyone for reading this and sorry for taking your time away.
Have a nice day!
First of all i need to write something about my english. My english is not very good but i will try to write best i can.
And next thing is something about me.
To introduce myself i can put here some personal information. I am 23 years old and i am from czech republic. First your question is maybe : Why he cant find some forum in his country?
Well, i couldnt found any special forum with focus on MS topic. Weird, i know.
Next thing is i had MS diagnosis year ago (i think it was somewhere in November). I started to use Avonex injection. From start were everything all right. I didnt had depresion or some bad feelings. I just didnt realised that i think. After some application of Avonex i started to had psychic problems. I have some kind of anxiety that gave me block in application of my treatment. Then everything started went bad for my and my psyche. Now i have some special anxiety + social phoby (i hope i wrote that right). I taking antidepressants for about half year.
I am not sure why i writing this. Maybe i started to listen my psychoterapist and want to express myself.
Next thing is I have a girlfriend with same diagnosis bud she have serious problems with her coordination and moving. She taking stronger antidepressants and i trying to be her hero. Well, i can do that but who will be hero for me? Its like in Watchmen movie you know. Who protect hero?
Because i have proper treatment my problems are most of all with psyche. No one can see that. I am really good actor in this but its so exhausting!
Looks like i write too much for a first topic, sorry all!
I just end this topic with something nice.
Still i have faith in myself. I cant beat MS and my psyche problem completely but i can stand against this problems and fight! Like Rocky Balboa!
Thanks everyone for reading this and sorry for taking your time away.
Have a nice day!