Don't know anymore
Posted: Sat Oct 14, 2017 3:59 pm
I was told by a Neurologist who specialty is MS, that I had been seeing for my back, that he thought that I had MS. I had been told numerous times by him that I was having an attack, he even had me come back in a second day in a row saying that a attack lasted now more then 24 hours. He ordered a brain MRI which came back as positive as MS. Then he ordered a spinal tap, evoked potentials, and blood work. Everything after the MRI was normal. I would probably been a little more accepting of this but it was hard to believe and when I looked the Dr up with all his praises there were a few who claimed false diagnosis's. So I went to another Neurologist who told me that the lesions that I have are from my migraines, and that my utter lack of being able to walk heel to toe was caused by my lower back. Which is what I went with. Now a year later my chronic pain is worse and I just had something happen to me on Wednesday. It had slowly lead up to this that that day my pain had finally reached a point where there was absolutely nothing else in the world worse than it. I no longer wanted to live. Then Friday morning I wake up and I am completely back to the way I had felt a week before this happened. Just bam back to my normal amount of pain. I called the first Dr. he agreed to see me again on the 1st of next month. I told him what had happened and he said that that was definitely an attack. Saying that 50% of MS have chronic pain. So I can see him on the 1st or wait until January 2018 when another Dr has an opening.
Also besides my horrible ataxia, I have had my memory get worse recently, my vision is worse now I actually have to wear my glasses. I have had it wear I shake badly for a number of years (some people think I have Parkisons) plus I get these jerks in places like my arms, legs or head. I have horrible nerve pain and someone suggested that my neurotin could be to blame but, I have not always been on it and when I do not take it there is such unbelievable pain. It actually makes it so my brain hurts not in any way like a headache but more to the fact that every nerve is firing it's pain receptor. I actually can not even think to my self that it is horrible because the pain is so all encompassing that there is no room for thoughts to occur. I also have urinary problems, fatigue etc.. But I also am loosing weight, no matter what I do. I have lost about 60 lbs now, 40 lbs ago I was concerned now I hate the scale. My sister who has MS thinks that it is a wasting syndrome. I do have migraines and wonder if the second Dr got his diagnosis from either my medical chart or med list.
Also besides my horrible ataxia, I have had my memory get worse recently, my vision is worse now I actually have to wear my glasses. I have had it wear I shake badly for a number of years (some people think I have Parkisons) plus I get these jerks in places like my arms, legs or head. I have horrible nerve pain and someone suggested that my neurotin could be to blame but, I have not always been on it and when I do not take it there is such unbelievable pain. It actually makes it so my brain hurts not in any way like a headache but more to the fact that every nerve is firing it's pain receptor. I actually can not even think to my self that it is horrible because the pain is so all encompassing that there is no room for thoughts to occur. I also have urinary problems, fatigue etc.. But I also am loosing weight, no matter what I do. I have lost about 60 lbs now, 40 lbs ago I was concerned now I hate the scale. My sister who has MS thinks that it is a wasting syndrome. I do have migraines and wonder if the second Dr got his diagnosis from either my medical chart or med list.