Don't know if this is MS, but getting frustrated!
Posted: Sun Jan 06, 2019 7:31 pm
Hello everyone, and thank you all for letting me be part of your community. I would like to start by saying I do not know what is going on with me yet. I am 47 (turning 48 in 2 days) so I know it's not typical for MS to start at my age. However, my father in law started with his at an even older age than me. And recently, his daughter (my sister in law) started having symptoms and spots were found in her brain. She is in her early 20's. I don't want to make this too long so I'll get to it. Last May or so, I started waking up at night with panic attacks. Nothing new, I have dealt with them before. But these were different. While trying to fall asleep, I would jerk quickly awake and make a loud noise. I'm guessing these were myoclonic jerks, or sleep starts. My antidepressant meds were changed but this continued to happen. So then I wake up one morning with the muscles in my feet twitching like crazy. Also developed low back pain on the left side. Also, on occasion, my hands would start acting strange. When I went to go grab something for example, It would stop as if it was taking a long time to get the message. My balance beging to suffer. My legs feel like rubber. The twitching in my feet calmed down but still have occasional twitching. Tremors come and go. So over the net few weeks, I was referred to a neurologist and had a bunch of test done. Brain MRI _ good. VEP, normal. Some vestibular abnormalities, but I have not been told what it means. I have developed hyper reflexes and spasticity. Right at the time of my follow up, this neurologist closed his practice and I was given my test results and told nothing really showed up, go back to pcp and get referred to another neurologist. VERY frusterating!! I had noticed that when I collected all my paperwork, an MRI of the cervical and lumbar spine was suppose to get done. I pointed this out and was told Oh yeah. We'll re send the paperwork and have your results sent to your primary care. Well yesterday I picked up a copy of the report and the images on a cd. The report revealed stage 4 disk degeneration, bone spurs, and a couple of bulging disks. Spinal cord was intact. I was very puzzled because I thought for sure that I was going to have some spinal stenosis or some kind of spinal cord compression based on my symptoms. I decided to look at the MRI images myself. In the MRI of the cervical spine, I noticed part of my brain was in the picture. I scrooled through the images and I found what you see in the attached picture. WTF. I grabbed the cd with my previous brain MRI done almost 3 months earlier and found nothing. This bright white spot is in the cerebellum. It looks like a little bolt of lightning. What the heck! So I am wondering if I should point this out to my doctor. I'm afraid of being told, what are you doing trying to interpret your MRI!! Maybe this sounds familiar to some of you? When you have symptoms like this and go months without answers, I would't blame anyone for trying to do some research on their own. But I also am not a doctor, so I can't say for sure what this spot is. Likely the radiologist may have seen it and it is indeed nothing. But perhaps they did not notice because they were looking at my spine, not my brain? I just want to know if this might be a clue, or if I'm overreacting. Thank you all for reading this and letting me vent. I'm at my wits end here. I'm sure anyone who has endured months of symptoms with no answers can relate. Any imput would be appreciated! Thank you so much!! 