Starting disease modifier 6 years after dx
Posted: Wed Jun 25, 2014 8:08 am
Hi guys,
I've been trapped in a very stressful cycle for the last six years. I was dx with RRMS in 2006. I did Rebif for just over a year. I had a really hard time with the flu-like symptoms, then I had my biggest relapse (vertigo). We were planning to try for pregnancy not long after, so I quit the Rebif in early 2008.
It's now 6 years later and I haven't been on any disease modifiers. Mostly because of a long, difficult struggle with infertility and pregnancy losses (I did have one beautiful kiddo, though!). My neurologist has been patient, gently inquiring at our annual appointment as to whether I plan to go back on the meds. I keep putting it off, hoping for another pregnancy.
I am beginning to panic. I'm 35 and I feel like the other shoe is going to fall. I haven't had any relapses in the last six years.
I have to set a timeline for myself, when I will give up this dream of having another child and get back to caring for my disease.
So my question is, I've missed six years of treatment. Am I too late? Should I even bother? Clear MRIs, no relapses. It's becoming a major source of paranoia and anxiety for me.
If you could direct me to any helpful literature about disease modifying drugs etc., I'd really appreciate it.
Thanks!
I've been trapped in a very stressful cycle for the last six years. I was dx with RRMS in 2006. I did Rebif for just over a year. I had a really hard time with the flu-like symptoms, then I had my biggest relapse (vertigo). We were planning to try for pregnancy not long after, so I quit the Rebif in early 2008.
It's now 6 years later and I haven't been on any disease modifiers. Mostly because of a long, difficult struggle with infertility and pregnancy losses (I did have one beautiful kiddo, though!). My neurologist has been patient, gently inquiring at our annual appointment as to whether I plan to go back on the meds. I keep putting it off, hoping for another pregnancy.
I am beginning to panic. I'm 35 and I feel like the other shoe is going to fall. I haven't had any relapses in the last six years.
I have to set a timeline for myself, when I will give up this dream of having another child and get back to caring for my disease.
So my question is, I've missed six years of treatment. Am I too late? Should I even bother? Clear MRIs, no relapses. It's becoming a major source of paranoia and anxiety for me.

If you could direct me to any helpful literature about disease modifying drugs etc., I'd really appreciate it.
Thanks!