the suicide
Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2016 8:28 am
I am planning my future/ right now.
I think that there is sense in my life if I can realize myself. When I can change something in the world around.
But the MS is cruel and fearful. I understand what is waiting for me/ Complete paralysis when I ll be lie on the bed.
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I have seen such guys.
He can not move a leg or an arm. He can not carry a spoon to his mouth. He piss in his pants. He is half-blind. He even don`t have a normal memory.
I could not fulfill myself even when I haven`t MS. Low salary, no own business, no serious goals in life.
And now - my life is finished.
I think it is too early to liquidate myself right now. I can walk end can see yet. I think that the time when I will no ability to walk or to see - is the right time
What do you think, when is the correct time to leave this body?
I think that there is sense in my life if I can realize myself. When I can change something in the world around.
But the MS is cruel and fearful. I understand what is waiting for me/ Complete paralysis when I ll be lie on the bed.
c
I have seen such guys.
He can not move a leg or an arm. He can not carry a spoon to his mouth. He piss in his pants. He is half-blind. He even don`t have a normal memory.
I could not fulfill myself even when I haven`t MS. Low salary, no own business, no serious goals in life.
And now - my life is finished.
I think it is too early to liquidate myself right now. I can walk end can see yet. I think that the time when I will no ability to walk or to see - is the right time
What do you think, when is the correct time to leave this body?