Nervous wreck waiting for MRI results
Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2016 3:32 am
I've been trying to get a diagnosis for over a year. The doctors thought I had an orthopedic problem, then another orthopedic problem, then a neurological problem, then another neurological problem, then an orthopedic problem again. My symptoms kept getting more severe and more widespread, and now my GP and neurologist are both sure that there's something systemic going on and that I don't have an orthopedic problem.
Recent symptoms have included the following:
* Pain (burning, stabbing, dull aches, etc.) primarily in my feet and calves; no swelling, redness, etc.
* Numbness, pins and needles, and electric shocks in my left hand (diagnosed as carpal tunnel)
* Neck stiffness, sometimes severe, often with muscle tightness around neck, and shoulder and upper back pain
* Tongue sore all over for 1 to 2 days at a time; sometimes tongue feels thick or heavy; occasional slurred speech just for a minute
* Unusual sweating, including night sweats and being in a sweat for about an hour no matter what the temperature is (and I don't have a fever)
* Hyperreflexia (was not present in August but has been present in four exams since January)
* Lightheadedness
* Severe fatigue when I perform normal activities, such as going to the grocery store
In regards to recent tests and exams:
* I've had all sorts of bloodwork done and everything came back normal, except a general indicator of inflammation was high. I was already on 4000 units of vitamin D a day, and I have recently started taking extra B12 as well just to be safe.
* I've had EMGs/nerve conduction tests on my arms and legs. Leg test was normal, arm test showed mild carpal tunnel in my left arm and everything else was normal.
* I've had cervical and lumbar spine MRIs (without contrast) and they showed some mild disk issues but nothing that would explain all these symptoms.
* I just had brain and thoracic spine MRIs (without and with contrast) on Saturday and am waiting for results.
* I had a completely normal neurological evaluation in August. Since January I have had limited neurological testing from multiple doctors, and all found that I had hyperreflexia and poor balance.
So I am waiting for results from my latest MRIs, which are either going to confirm that something bad is going on, or are going to show nothing and leave me without a clue what to do next.
I'm an absolute wreck this morning. I am dreading getting the results but I'm also eager to get them. I want to know what is going on but I don't want it to be anything bad. I guess at this point it's highly unlikely that it isn't going to be something "bad". I spent a few hours on Saturday looking through my MRI images and there is nothing glaringly obvious in the images (no large tumors, etc.) But of course I don't know how to recognize anything subtle. I'm also worried that the MRI isn't going to show anything definitive, or that the neurologist will be unwilling to initiate any treatment at this time because she won't be confident of a diagnosis. I am terrified that I am incurring permanent damage every day and that I need treatment ASAP to stop or slow the damage.
How do you all cope with this? I'm losing my mind.
Recent symptoms have included the following:
* Pain (burning, stabbing, dull aches, etc.) primarily in my feet and calves; no swelling, redness, etc.
* Numbness, pins and needles, and electric shocks in my left hand (diagnosed as carpal tunnel)
* Neck stiffness, sometimes severe, often with muscle tightness around neck, and shoulder and upper back pain
* Tongue sore all over for 1 to 2 days at a time; sometimes tongue feels thick or heavy; occasional slurred speech just for a minute
* Unusual sweating, including night sweats and being in a sweat for about an hour no matter what the temperature is (and I don't have a fever)
* Hyperreflexia (was not present in August but has been present in four exams since January)
* Lightheadedness
* Severe fatigue when I perform normal activities, such as going to the grocery store
In regards to recent tests and exams:
* I've had all sorts of bloodwork done and everything came back normal, except a general indicator of inflammation was high. I was already on 4000 units of vitamin D a day, and I have recently started taking extra B12 as well just to be safe.
* I've had EMGs/nerve conduction tests on my arms and legs. Leg test was normal, arm test showed mild carpal tunnel in my left arm and everything else was normal.
* I've had cervical and lumbar spine MRIs (without contrast) and they showed some mild disk issues but nothing that would explain all these symptoms.
* I just had brain and thoracic spine MRIs (without and with contrast) on Saturday and am waiting for results.
* I had a completely normal neurological evaluation in August. Since January I have had limited neurological testing from multiple doctors, and all found that I had hyperreflexia and poor balance.
So I am waiting for results from my latest MRIs, which are either going to confirm that something bad is going on, or are going to show nothing and leave me without a clue what to do next.
I'm an absolute wreck this morning. I am dreading getting the results but I'm also eager to get them. I want to know what is going on but I don't want it to be anything bad. I guess at this point it's highly unlikely that it isn't going to be something "bad". I spent a few hours on Saturday looking through my MRI images and there is nothing glaringly obvious in the images (no large tumors, etc.) But of course I don't know how to recognize anything subtle. I'm also worried that the MRI isn't going to show anything definitive, or that the neurologist will be unwilling to initiate any treatment at this time because she won't be confident of a diagnosis. I am terrified that I am incurring permanent damage every day and that I need treatment ASAP to stop or slow the damage.
How do you all cope with this? I'm losing my mind.