Almost 20 years old and I am losing my mind... DO I HAVE MS?
Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2016 4:03 pm
I will be 20 this October and I have never been so scared...
I moved to Denmark from south Europe on the 21st of August a year ago full with dreams and hope. However, things did not work as I wanted... I was not able to find a job as quickly as my colleagues did and I had a massive problem with housing. Since December last year, I started feeling unwell, namely, I started having sensations ( I call them waves) in my head, which do not stop till now; I have little breaks a couple of hours max. and then again; I have them each and every day... The closest explanation is when a person is chilled, as a result of cold wind and so on and the whole body is shaking, you know, in my case, it is the head. After that, I started experiencing strange pain around my left and right armpits; a doctor checked and there were no swollen limphs or spots, again, the pain comes and goes away. The next moment is when I started having muscle spasms all over my body and weakness in my legs, it comes with a feeling that I will fall on the floor. The strange fact is that I have this feeling of weakness when my legs are in horizontal position, predominantly when I am in the bed. One more fact - I have the feeling that the skin on my feet and arms is stretching somehow. Since March I have problems with swallowing, a feeling like my throat is becoming smaller and smaller + I have white phlems every day, 2-3 per day. I do not know since when but I started having problems with eating, I used to eat very fast but now I eat slowly - 1 hour. One more fact, a problem with erection - I was OK when it came to this but now I simply cannot...
I go to the toilet somehow oddly, namely, a lot of times and almost nothing. I have no idea how but I somehow drop or knock down items. For example, when I peel potatoes or carrots, I just drop them, despite the fact that I hold them firmly. And finally, I do some actions with no sense, for instance, instead of washing my hands after toilet, I brushed my teeth. All things are so strange and scary. The thing which keeps me up all night is that nothing disappears, more and more horrible things are coming. I just want to be normal, to be focused on my study and live as my peers...
Please, if somebody had this experience or have knowledge about MS,share with me how did you solve the problem or what you did. Is it realistic to think about MS?
P.S. In the last months I have been 14-15 times to my GP but he is doing nothing. The only thing he gave me was Multivitamin and 2 blood works - everything was OK. I will be very honest, I am shaking of fear because I do not know what I am fighting with... I just want to know that everything will be OK at the end but... I have no idea what will happen tomorrow and later on... I feel so powerless and minor, just like nothing depends on me...
My tests about Vitamin D & B were exactly in the middle, if the range is from 50 - 100, mine was 75; it was just an example.
Best, Benjamin B.
I moved to Denmark from south Europe on the 21st of August a year ago full with dreams and hope. However, things did not work as I wanted... I was not able to find a job as quickly as my colleagues did and I had a massive problem with housing. Since December last year, I started feeling unwell, namely, I started having sensations ( I call them waves) in my head, which do not stop till now; I have little breaks a couple of hours max. and then again; I have them each and every day... The closest explanation is when a person is chilled, as a result of cold wind and so on and the whole body is shaking, you know, in my case, it is the head. After that, I started experiencing strange pain around my left and right armpits; a doctor checked and there were no swollen limphs or spots, again, the pain comes and goes away. The next moment is when I started having muscle spasms all over my body and weakness in my legs, it comes with a feeling that I will fall on the floor. The strange fact is that I have this feeling of weakness when my legs are in horizontal position, predominantly when I am in the bed. One more fact - I have the feeling that the skin on my feet and arms is stretching somehow. Since March I have problems with swallowing, a feeling like my throat is becoming smaller and smaller + I have white phlems every day, 2-3 per day. I do not know since when but I started having problems with eating, I used to eat very fast but now I eat slowly - 1 hour. One more fact, a problem with erection - I was OK when it came to this but now I simply cannot...
I go to the toilet somehow oddly, namely, a lot of times and almost nothing. I have no idea how but I somehow drop or knock down items. For example, when I peel potatoes or carrots, I just drop them, despite the fact that I hold them firmly. And finally, I do some actions with no sense, for instance, instead of washing my hands after toilet, I brushed my teeth. All things are so strange and scary. The thing which keeps me up all night is that nothing disappears, more and more horrible things are coming. I just want to be normal, to be focused on my study and live as my peers...
Please, if somebody had this experience or have knowledge about MS,share with me how did you solve the problem or what you did. Is it realistic to think about MS?
P.S. In the last months I have been 14-15 times to my GP but he is doing nothing. The only thing he gave me was Multivitamin and 2 blood works - everything was OK. I will be very honest, I am shaking of fear because I do not know what I am fighting with... I just want to know that everything will be OK at the end but... I have no idea what will happen tomorrow and later on... I feel so powerless and minor, just like nothing depends on me...
My tests about Vitamin D & B were exactly in the middle, if the range is from 50 - 100, mine was 75; it was just an example.
Best, Benjamin B.