Had to Walk Out on Mayo Clinic - Rochester and Need Advice
Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2016 5:22 pm
Hello, everyone. I recently had a very negative experience with MAYO clinic regarding my ongoing MS-like symptoms, and I'm hoping people on the board can give me advice. Background: I'm a 36 year old female Ph.D. student in English Literature and Disability Studies. In 2014 I began experiencing odd symptoms: began with balance issues and falls, later numbness and tingling in right hand, arm, foot, or leg intermittently, muscle spasms, jaw pain, swelling of knee, some tinnitus off and on, brain and speech slowing, a slur when I'm tired, chronic fatigue and join pain, optic neuritis diagnosed by eye doctor in May, and this summer a stutter that comes on suddenly and lasts a few minutes to an hour, bladder and bowel incontinence, and a tremor in the hand - most symptoms are in the right side/infrequently they effect the left but never both at once.
I've had blood work - ANA consistently the highest the clinic can test for but no Lupus, Lyme, Sjogren's, RA, B-12 is good, D is slightly low but I'm on a supplement, blood sugar is slightly high (around 105 fasting) but I have PCOS and take metformin which has helped quite a bit with that. I've had normal MRIs of brain and spine w/ and w/o contrast in 2014 and this past month. Had a spinal tap in 2014 with 1 O-band present. I do have fibromyalgia and hypothyroidism; however, I'm not sure either of these explains the recent symptoms such as the neuritis. In addition, I'm worried because I have gotten a LOT worse in the last 5 months.
Right now, my eye doctor, my dentist, my (now retired) general doctor and my new one, and my gynecologist are all convinced that I have MS. I'm not so sure, but I do know that something not good is going on. After the normal MRIs in October, my doctor referred me to MAYO Clinic in Rochester, MN. They called back in less than a week and wanted me there in two weeks for a 5-7 day evaluation. So, I was excited thinking - finally, answers! My best friend went with me because I no longer drive long distances due to muscle spasms, numbness, and vision loss. At 7:30 a.m. the first day, we reported to my main doctor - a neurologist.
My friend came with me when I met him to help me take notes and remember instructions (I frequently forget things - not good for a graduate student). I gave him my medical history and symptoms (per my doctor), he wrote it all down, asked questions, and seemed...a little disengaged. He had me walk - I tend to shuffle and my right leg drags a bit, so he yelled at me to walk faster, which I couldn't. He then did a series of tests like a police stop for drunk driving. If it had been a police stop, I would have had to have used the breathalyzer because I failed it - I actually fell over and he had to catch me once. He then did an eye exam - this is where it gets scary. I couldn't see some of the numbers in the color-blindness test out of my right eye. When I switched to the left, I nailed it. Then, I did the eye chart. Using just the right eye, I couldn't read the third line! I could get to line 9 with the left. I just got new glasses in May (when the doctor diagnosed the neuritis) and at the time I had 20/20 vision with the glasses, some issue seeing color out of the right eye - which has now worsened.
During the table exam, when the neuro asked me to look where his finger was (which I did), he kept yelling - look! look here! to which I responded, I am! It turns out my right eye isn't tracking right. It doesn't move as much as the left one so it's hard to tell what it's looking at. When he checked my reflexes, my right side barely responded. When he hit my left I about jumped off the table. Let me be clear, even if I wanted to I couldn't fake those reflexes. I'm usually very sensitive to that little hammer. In fact, I just had a neuro exam 5 months ago due to a car accident and at that time my reflexes were fine on both sides. I tried to tell him this, but he didn't listen.
He asked me to close my eyes while he checked me with a tuning fork. I was supposed to tell him when I felt the buzz. My friend told me later that there were several times he struck it and I told him "no buzz" meaning I didn't feel it. He never mentioned this to me. Next, he stuck me with pins. Later my friend told me that he was stabbing me like I was a voodoo doll of an enemy with those pins and it took five or six sticks (progressively harder) before I felt it. I had blood smears after the fact (no wonder!). When I could finally tell him I felt something, he just went on sticking me six or seven more times in each spot. I think he was trying to make me cry, but I could barely feel it in my right hand and foot even then - left was more sensitive.
He then proceeded to do an exam of tender points for fibromyalgia (I do not know why since I told him I do have fibro when we first talked - it's not really up for debate at this point. Not only that, but it's usually a rheumatologist who diagnoses it as in my case). Not only did he do his own exam, but he was very rough. My right knee is incredibly swollen despite no findings on x-ray. It frequently snaps, crackles and pops like Rice Krispies. And it is painful to the touch. When he did the exam he grabbed hold of it with no warning and really wrung it. I yelped like my cat when someone steps on his tail, and he actually smiled. At this point, I was ready to call him a sadistic SOB and walk out, but I needed his help.
At the end of all this, this is what he told me: You do NOT have MS - I repeat - you do not, so let it go. During the initial consult, he kept asking me about MS - did anyone in my family have it, had I ever been treated for it? No and no. I never actually brought it up - to be honest, I'm more worried about Parkinson's or lymphoma (both of which run in my family), which he dismissed off hand saying I'm "too young" on the Parkinson's and it's "highly unlikely" on cancer. Very reassuring with no tests to date. He then said there was nothing neurologically significant in my exam and no neurologist would be able to help me. He did not mention the odd reflexes or lack of sensitivity. He then cancelled all the tests that Mayo had scheduled - new MRIs because my last one was open due to claustrophobia and they're apparently less sensitive, a spinal tap, etc. because he didn't want to "put me through that". He did schedule several eye appointments - but not until the end of December. And he told me that sometimes the brain "unlearns" how to walk and talk properly (I walk with a cane because my knee is the size of a grapefruit and gives out on a regular basis). In the end, he wanted me to go to a speech pathologist and a physical therapist who could show me that there was nothing physically wrong with me and "retrain" me how to walk and talk.
I felt hurt, angry, and condescended to since he basically told me it is all in my head despite the clinical signs in his own exam, the fact that I'm going rapidly blind in my right eye, and my seriously diminished reflexes. Long story short, I walked out. I initially asked if I could turn down the other tests and come back for the eye tests and they told me if I refuse treatment on any of it they can no longer help me. So, I told them thanks but no thanks, I'll find my own ophthalmologist. So, now I don't know what I'm going to do. It's my word against the world-renowned MAYO clinic when I go back to my doctor. At this point, I'm going to get my eyes checked since it doesn't require a referral (eye doctor wants an evoked potentials test) and -- I guess - wait and see on the other symptoms in case they get worse (which is likely) or show up on an MRI down the road?
I apologize this is so long, but I wanted to give the background. Here's the upshot: Has anyone ever had this experience? Can you recommend a decent Midwestern clinic/doctor? I'm at a loss. I'm scared I'm going blind in one eye, I'm struggling to drive, to teach, to research -- all things I love -- and I just need some advice and support right now. Thank you in advance.
I've had blood work - ANA consistently the highest the clinic can test for but no Lupus, Lyme, Sjogren's, RA, B-12 is good, D is slightly low but I'm on a supplement, blood sugar is slightly high (around 105 fasting) but I have PCOS and take metformin which has helped quite a bit with that. I've had normal MRIs of brain and spine w/ and w/o contrast in 2014 and this past month. Had a spinal tap in 2014 with 1 O-band present. I do have fibromyalgia and hypothyroidism; however, I'm not sure either of these explains the recent symptoms such as the neuritis. In addition, I'm worried because I have gotten a LOT worse in the last 5 months.
Right now, my eye doctor, my dentist, my (now retired) general doctor and my new one, and my gynecologist are all convinced that I have MS. I'm not so sure, but I do know that something not good is going on. After the normal MRIs in October, my doctor referred me to MAYO Clinic in Rochester, MN. They called back in less than a week and wanted me there in two weeks for a 5-7 day evaluation. So, I was excited thinking - finally, answers! My best friend went with me because I no longer drive long distances due to muscle spasms, numbness, and vision loss. At 7:30 a.m. the first day, we reported to my main doctor - a neurologist.
My friend came with me when I met him to help me take notes and remember instructions (I frequently forget things - not good for a graduate student). I gave him my medical history and symptoms (per my doctor), he wrote it all down, asked questions, and seemed...a little disengaged. He had me walk - I tend to shuffle and my right leg drags a bit, so he yelled at me to walk faster, which I couldn't. He then did a series of tests like a police stop for drunk driving. If it had been a police stop, I would have had to have used the breathalyzer because I failed it - I actually fell over and he had to catch me once. He then did an eye exam - this is where it gets scary. I couldn't see some of the numbers in the color-blindness test out of my right eye. When I switched to the left, I nailed it. Then, I did the eye chart. Using just the right eye, I couldn't read the third line! I could get to line 9 with the left. I just got new glasses in May (when the doctor diagnosed the neuritis) and at the time I had 20/20 vision with the glasses, some issue seeing color out of the right eye - which has now worsened.
During the table exam, when the neuro asked me to look where his finger was (which I did), he kept yelling - look! look here! to which I responded, I am! It turns out my right eye isn't tracking right. It doesn't move as much as the left one so it's hard to tell what it's looking at. When he checked my reflexes, my right side barely responded. When he hit my left I about jumped off the table. Let me be clear, even if I wanted to I couldn't fake those reflexes. I'm usually very sensitive to that little hammer. In fact, I just had a neuro exam 5 months ago due to a car accident and at that time my reflexes were fine on both sides. I tried to tell him this, but he didn't listen.
He asked me to close my eyes while he checked me with a tuning fork. I was supposed to tell him when I felt the buzz. My friend told me later that there were several times he struck it and I told him "no buzz" meaning I didn't feel it. He never mentioned this to me. Next, he stuck me with pins. Later my friend told me that he was stabbing me like I was a voodoo doll of an enemy with those pins and it took five or six sticks (progressively harder) before I felt it. I had blood smears after the fact (no wonder!). When I could finally tell him I felt something, he just went on sticking me six or seven more times in each spot. I think he was trying to make me cry, but I could barely feel it in my right hand and foot even then - left was more sensitive.
He then proceeded to do an exam of tender points for fibromyalgia (I do not know why since I told him I do have fibro when we first talked - it's not really up for debate at this point. Not only that, but it's usually a rheumatologist who diagnoses it as in my case). Not only did he do his own exam, but he was very rough. My right knee is incredibly swollen despite no findings on x-ray. It frequently snaps, crackles and pops like Rice Krispies. And it is painful to the touch. When he did the exam he grabbed hold of it with no warning and really wrung it. I yelped like my cat when someone steps on his tail, and he actually smiled. At this point, I was ready to call him a sadistic SOB and walk out, but I needed his help.
At the end of all this, this is what he told me: You do NOT have MS - I repeat - you do not, so let it go. During the initial consult, he kept asking me about MS - did anyone in my family have it, had I ever been treated for it? No and no. I never actually brought it up - to be honest, I'm more worried about Parkinson's or lymphoma (both of which run in my family), which he dismissed off hand saying I'm "too young" on the Parkinson's and it's "highly unlikely" on cancer. Very reassuring with no tests to date. He then said there was nothing neurologically significant in my exam and no neurologist would be able to help me. He did not mention the odd reflexes or lack of sensitivity. He then cancelled all the tests that Mayo had scheduled - new MRIs because my last one was open due to claustrophobia and they're apparently less sensitive, a spinal tap, etc. because he didn't want to "put me through that". He did schedule several eye appointments - but not until the end of December. And he told me that sometimes the brain "unlearns" how to walk and talk properly (I walk with a cane because my knee is the size of a grapefruit and gives out on a regular basis). In the end, he wanted me to go to a speech pathologist and a physical therapist who could show me that there was nothing physically wrong with me and "retrain" me how to walk and talk.
I felt hurt, angry, and condescended to since he basically told me it is all in my head despite the clinical signs in his own exam, the fact that I'm going rapidly blind in my right eye, and my seriously diminished reflexes. Long story short, I walked out. I initially asked if I could turn down the other tests and come back for the eye tests and they told me if I refuse treatment on any of it they can no longer help me. So, I told them thanks but no thanks, I'll find my own ophthalmologist. So, now I don't know what I'm going to do. It's my word against the world-renowned MAYO clinic when I go back to my doctor. At this point, I'm going to get my eyes checked since it doesn't require a referral (eye doctor wants an evoked potentials test) and -- I guess - wait and see on the other symptoms in case they get worse (which is likely) or show up on an MRI down the road?
I apologize this is so long, but I wanted to give the background. Here's the upshot: Has anyone ever had this experience? Can you recommend a decent Midwestern clinic/doctor? I'm at a loss. I'm scared I'm going blind in one eye, I'm struggling to drive, to teach, to research -- all things I love -- and I just need some advice and support right now. Thank you in advance.