Crazy symptoms, scared to death
Posted: Wed Mar 29, 2017 5:11 am
I'm a 47 year old female with no real health issues. In December I got what I thought was a sore throat. Pain when I swallowed. It went away but then my cheek and teeth hurt so I went to a dentist. He didn't find anything. It didn't go away so I went to my doc. The soft palate on one side was slightly swollen. She said sinus infection. I did three rounds of antibiotics but I got worse. She sent me to an ENT and while I waited I started doxycycline. While on that I started getting burning areas on my skin, couldn't tolerate the sun, attributed to the doxy since that can be a side effect but I never got redness or anything just intense pain. I had to cover up head to toe to go outside! My arm was always falling asleep too so I'm figuring I need to get a massage and do more yoga and stop being a ball of stress.
Still waiting for ENT appointment the cheek pain got worse. By the time I got to him it was full blown trigeminal neuralgia. He scoped me and found nothing. I had a CT scan of my head and it was fine. He put in for an MRI of my neck, that was 4 weeks ago and because of insurance issues they couldn't get me in for it until yesterday. It came back normal.
Last week the burning on my skin got worse and was my entire body. I was also getting this feeling like I was being stung or little hot ashes were falling on me. I had been off the doxy for weeks now. I called my doc Thursday and she wanted me to go to ER but there was no one to cover for me at work so I ignored it. It didn't seem life threatening. Friday morning I wake up with two little blisters on my hand that sting like mad and pain in areas that feel like I had an injury but nothing there. The sight issue came back while I was working in the morning. I couldn't see well enough to drive safely because of flashes and just a strange sense that my eyes weren't moving right. I was only a mile from the ER so I went there. They did a brain MRI said it was normal and to go to neurologist. By then my sight was fine so I went home. Saturday was uneventful, no burning just felt like I walked through stinging nettles occasionally. I worked all day without any issues.
Sunday i woke up at 3 am with buzzing in my hands and feet. By 6 am couldn't walk well (but I could walk it just felt weird like my legs weren't there but I could still feel them) or use my arms because when I tried they felt fatigued and painful and my fingers wouldn't cooperate with anything. My whole body was feeling like I was being electrocuted. I could barely text and I couldn't hold the phone, my neighbor took me to the ER. By the time I left ER (they said don't come back unless you have breathing or swallowing issues-go see a neurologist and it appears to be MS but don't be frightened, it's treatable) I was so weak feeling I couldn't walk without holding on to something. I had to look at my feet to know where they were. Something felt like my calves were being squeezed and my hands felt huge and floaty. By the time I got home the buzzing turned into massive buzzing, tremors, full body twitching, pain and hot ashes everywhere. The did some testing in ER and said my strength was fine. All my blood work was normal. B12, CMP, CBC, folate, syphillis, thyroid, ANA and CRP and sed rate. My anion gap was off and there were a few ketones in my urine but no one seemed concerned.
Monday morning I seemed a little better and started thinking it was in my head but as the day went on it got worse and worse again, same buzzing and twitching. By nightfall I was in so much pain with spasms in my hand and feet and electrical shocks everywhere I couldn't even function.
Tuesday I'm up at 2 am a buzzing twitching mess but the pain isn't as bad and I can use my thumbs. My neck feels less tight. I go for the MRI and something about the vibrations in the machine set me off into a disgusting twitching mess now my tongue is involved and my lower lip. I had trouble walking and fell to my right afterward but then I was ok. We went to breakfast and by the time I was done eating almost all my symptoms were gone. We go home, I take a nap and get up and feel great. I try to walk to the laundry (1/3 mile with a steep ramp up) and I get to top of ramp and my leg muscles felt like 1000 lbs of weight attached. I could rest for a minute and walk another 15 feet and it came back. The blisters on my hand increased from 2 to 16. They hurt so bad if you touch them my entire body jolts. By afternoon I was fine and feeling great so we go on a walk, I was so worried about losing strength I wanted to keep moving. We walked about 3/4 of a mile with no issues. I'm almost home and it hits again. This time full body heaviness, odd squeezing sensations, tremors again and now I have pain in my eyes and my eyeballs are tremoring like mad, my tongue feels weird and the tremors feel like shudders. My boyfriend places his hand on my legs and can feel them tremoring. He has me follow his finger with my eyes and sees that they are tremoring weirdly. It's not in my head. I put on polarized sunglasses and pull a hood over my head and it helps. He says he can feel me tremoring and twitching even when I am sound asleep.
Today I am weak with odd sensations in my mouth and throat, involuntary jerking of my head and hands. Shivering like tremors and involuntary jerking. Cramp in my hands. Only two fingers will do what I tell them to do. My eyes seem better but I woke up unable to open my eyelids (panic!!) but now that's fine too. Only lasted a few minutes. I can swallow and breathe fine.
Oh, and emotional lability, holy crud. I cry at everything and honestly I rarely ever cry! I'm not an emotional person at all. I'm extremely independent, strong, capable. This is ridiculous.
The ER doc was aware of the blisters and said they aren't related, probably bug bites. I don't believe him. But I also know if it was some sort of shingles it wouldn't affect my entire body this way so perhaps they are incidental or just my body reacting to the incredible burning sensations there?
I have neuro appointment tomorrow. It's been horrible waiting this long to be seen.
While talking with my adult children, my boyfriend and my closest friend they remind me of all the things I have brushed off or ignored since my early 30's. Occasionally when severely fatigued my right eyelid would open and close slowly when I blinked. If I hiked uphill or walked for a long time on pavement my right leg would go numb and drag (thought I had a small back injury that caused this) Severe back pain and leg cramp when I squatted and it would last for days to where I was too weak to get in and out of car or go up steps. Electrical shocks in my legs for hours after running or fast walking. The past two years I have had episodes of stinging itching horridness in my groin-seen by multiple gynecologists who couldn't find anything. It would last for months then disappear suddenly. When temperature dropped even slightly the thumbs and first two fingers of both hands would go numb (last 7 years or so) and most days I couldn't do up my buttons or tie my shoes attributed to nerve injury from my job. I was training for barrel racing when I was in my 30's and had to stop because I would lose feeling in my right leg after riding that would last for days. For the past two years I've had extreme fatigue I thought was from my job. I needed 10 hrs of sleep daily and on my days off sleeping up to 18 hours. Last October I had blurry vision for 6 weeks that we thought was due to progestin I had started taking. I stopped it immediately and my sight got better 4 weeks later. I've also developed ridiculous allergies, breaking out into hives for months on end. Beginning this January I noticed my strength getting less and less and shaking whoever I tried to lift anything or work out or do yoga. Thought I was just weak and needed to try harder.
Anyway, there's my story. Obviously undiagnosed and frightened that neuro won't be able to diagnose this either. Keeping a log of everything to bring to him and hoping and praying I wake up tomorrow and it's gone. I can't be out of work this long!!! I have to be able to drive and do physical things all day long! Frustrated, scared, angry.
Still waiting for ENT appointment the cheek pain got worse. By the time I got to him it was full blown trigeminal neuralgia. He scoped me and found nothing. I had a CT scan of my head and it was fine. He put in for an MRI of my neck, that was 4 weeks ago and because of insurance issues they couldn't get me in for it until yesterday. It came back normal.
Last week the burning on my skin got worse and was my entire body. I was also getting this feeling like I was being stung or little hot ashes were falling on me. I had been off the doxy for weeks now. I called my doc Thursday and she wanted me to go to ER but there was no one to cover for me at work so I ignored it. It didn't seem life threatening. Friday morning I wake up with two little blisters on my hand that sting like mad and pain in areas that feel like I had an injury but nothing there. The sight issue came back while I was working in the morning. I couldn't see well enough to drive safely because of flashes and just a strange sense that my eyes weren't moving right. I was only a mile from the ER so I went there. They did a brain MRI said it was normal and to go to neurologist. By then my sight was fine so I went home. Saturday was uneventful, no burning just felt like I walked through stinging nettles occasionally. I worked all day without any issues.
Sunday i woke up at 3 am with buzzing in my hands and feet. By 6 am couldn't walk well (but I could walk it just felt weird like my legs weren't there but I could still feel them) or use my arms because when I tried they felt fatigued and painful and my fingers wouldn't cooperate with anything. My whole body was feeling like I was being electrocuted. I could barely text and I couldn't hold the phone, my neighbor took me to the ER. By the time I left ER (they said don't come back unless you have breathing or swallowing issues-go see a neurologist and it appears to be MS but don't be frightened, it's treatable) I was so weak feeling I couldn't walk without holding on to something. I had to look at my feet to know where they were. Something felt like my calves were being squeezed and my hands felt huge and floaty. By the time I got home the buzzing turned into massive buzzing, tremors, full body twitching, pain and hot ashes everywhere. The did some testing in ER and said my strength was fine. All my blood work was normal. B12, CMP, CBC, folate, syphillis, thyroid, ANA and CRP and sed rate. My anion gap was off and there were a few ketones in my urine but no one seemed concerned.
Monday morning I seemed a little better and started thinking it was in my head but as the day went on it got worse and worse again, same buzzing and twitching. By nightfall I was in so much pain with spasms in my hand and feet and electrical shocks everywhere I couldn't even function.
Tuesday I'm up at 2 am a buzzing twitching mess but the pain isn't as bad and I can use my thumbs. My neck feels less tight. I go for the MRI and something about the vibrations in the machine set me off into a disgusting twitching mess now my tongue is involved and my lower lip. I had trouble walking and fell to my right afterward but then I was ok. We went to breakfast and by the time I was done eating almost all my symptoms were gone. We go home, I take a nap and get up and feel great. I try to walk to the laundry (1/3 mile with a steep ramp up) and I get to top of ramp and my leg muscles felt like 1000 lbs of weight attached. I could rest for a minute and walk another 15 feet and it came back. The blisters on my hand increased from 2 to 16. They hurt so bad if you touch them my entire body jolts. By afternoon I was fine and feeling great so we go on a walk, I was so worried about losing strength I wanted to keep moving. We walked about 3/4 of a mile with no issues. I'm almost home and it hits again. This time full body heaviness, odd squeezing sensations, tremors again and now I have pain in my eyes and my eyeballs are tremoring like mad, my tongue feels weird and the tremors feel like shudders. My boyfriend places his hand on my legs and can feel them tremoring. He has me follow his finger with my eyes and sees that they are tremoring weirdly. It's not in my head. I put on polarized sunglasses and pull a hood over my head and it helps. He says he can feel me tremoring and twitching even when I am sound asleep.
Today I am weak with odd sensations in my mouth and throat, involuntary jerking of my head and hands. Shivering like tremors and involuntary jerking. Cramp in my hands. Only two fingers will do what I tell them to do. My eyes seem better but I woke up unable to open my eyelids (panic!!) but now that's fine too. Only lasted a few minutes. I can swallow and breathe fine.
Oh, and emotional lability, holy crud. I cry at everything and honestly I rarely ever cry! I'm not an emotional person at all. I'm extremely independent, strong, capable. This is ridiculous.
The ER doc was aware of the blisters and said they aren't related, probably bug bites. I don't believe him. But I also know if it was some sort of shingles it wouldn't affect my entire body this way so perhaps they are incidental or just my body reacting to the incredible burning sensations there?
I have neuro appointment tomorrow. It's been horrible waiting this long to be seen.
While talking with my adult children, my boyfriend and my closest friend they remind me of all the things I have brushed off or ignored since my early 30's. Occasionally when severely fatigued my right eyelid would open and close slowly when I blinked. If I hiked uphill or walked for a long time on pavement my right leg would go numb and drag (thought I had a small back injury that caused this) Severe back pain and leg cramp when I squatted and it would last for days to where I was too weak to get in and out of car or go up steps. Electrical shocks in my legs for hours after running or fast walking. The past two years I have had episodes of stinging itching horridness in my groin-seen by multiple gynecologists who couldn't find anything. It would last for months then disappear suddenly. When temperature dropped even slightly the thumbs and first two fingers of both hands would go numb (last 7 years or so) and most days I couldn't do up my buttons or tie my shoes attributed to nerve injury from my job. I was training for barrel racing when I was in my 30's and had to stop because I would lose feeling in my right leg after riding that would last for days. For the past two years I've had extreme fatigue I thought was from my job. I needed 10 hrs of sleep daily and on my days off sleeping up to 18 hours. Last October I had blurry vision for 6 weeks that we thought was due to progestin I had started taking. I stopped it immediately and my sight got better 4 weeks later. I've also developed ridiculous allergies, breaking out into hives for months on end. Beginning this January I noticed my strength getting less and less and shaking whoever I tried to lift anything or work out or do yoga. Thought I was just weak and needed to try harder.
Anyway, there's my story. Obviously undiagnosed and frightened that neuro won't be able to diagnose this either. Keeping a log of everything to bring to him and hoping and praying I wake up tomorrow and it's gone. I can't be out of work this long!!! I have to be able to drive and do physical things all day long! Frustrated, scared, angry.