I hated it for a few months, then I didn't let it bother me for a few years, and now I hate it again. It has become unbearable. But, for those few years in between, I was really, genuinely happy.
Hopefully you'll enter that phase in a short while, the period of just getting on with life. Hopefully it may last for a long, long time. Hopefully things may get better.
Like I always say, look into (very) high D3 supplements and the possibility of CCSVI testing and treatment.