Its not for me to disagree, but once you start the flagyl you tend to find for a while that reactions can continue whether or not you are taking the stuff. Also, I'm afraid can the feelings of depression and melancholy, especially when you have been doing such a long pulse.
You need to look at things in the longer term than just one day to the next: at least look back through a few of your posts if not your journal. Please. I wish I was a better at counselling!
Even now, when not taking the antibiotics, I get good days and I get awful days. Today is one such. Yesterday I felt I was walking better than ever but today I feel like I am lurching all over the place and I have no energy. But today the weather is lovely and fresh. I'm not sure how much this is to do with not having gone to bed until 2 am though. No, too much talking, nothing to do with alcohol!
So I think that since we have now ascertained on one of Katman's threads that Daunted is quite a heavyweight, we should not even attempt to take the stuff in either such large doses or for so long. And try not to think so much in the short term. Do some drawing practice. Have you ever tried graphite sticks?
You can get some wonderful effects with them, and not quite as messy as charcoal.