Another newbie... Another asking for help!
Posted: Sat Jun 25, 2016 2:55 pm
Hi, I'm going by Twisty here, and I'm a newbie. Having read a good number of newbie questions, and the thoughtful answers, has given me some ease and reassurance. However, there are some residual concerns....
First of all, I haven't had any practical and useable major medical insurance for over 5 years. Unfortunately, the insurance I did have 5 years ago literally put me in the poor house after having cervical fusion surgery at C5-7.
While I did show disk herniation, slight spinal cord, and nerve root impingement, the symptoms of vice-like grip pain in my upper left arm, burning pain down my left scapula, and numbness in the fingers of my left hand, improved, and almost 100% resolved, in the months following surgery.
Fast forward about three years, and I found some of the same symptoms returning, along with some old familiar symptoms, and some new.
Since I was a teenager, I have had traditional migraines, silent migraines, and optical migraines with scintillating scotoma. I've had vertigo attacks which have lasted days to months and the world goes all "Batman Sideways" on me. I've had pain in my ribcage from and for no apparent cause that keeps me from taking a deep breath. I have almost completely lost my sense of smell, and that started in 2006.... I now have significant floaters in both eyes that are unrelenting. The numbness in my left hand and fingers has returned, and I can confidently say that the tips of my middle 3 fingers are completely numb. Makes it hard to count money with my job as City Collector. Strangest of all, the roof of my mouth, and left side of my face, tongue, and gums feel numb. In addition to all that, I am constantly fatigued.... I feel like I've been hit by a truck..... I hurt all over..... I find it hard to walk...... Heat is NOT my friend (and I grew up in Texas - loved the summertime).... I have trouble with my vocabulary when talking, and I am usually a good wordsmith and speaker.... I actually have trouble enunciating my words and slur when speaking.... My memory is slipping..... My strength has all but disappeared..... And I have recently been diagnosed with major depressive disorder, borderline personality disorder, and complex PTSD with panic and anxiety attacks.
Granted, I was my mother's primary caregiver for the past 10 years, and the last 3 years before her death in Nov 2015 were especially hard on me, my emotional state, my financial state, and my body. I forced myself to keep going for her sake (a typical unuseful co-dependent behavior and pattern -- I know), to the point of exhaustion on all levels and to the detriment of my own health. When she died, I didn't even have the money to buy gas, let alone pay for and to see any type of Doctor.
I just got on a group insurance policy for the first time in 14 years this month, and have begun the search for a PCP. I need to get the ball rolling. The only MD's I have seen in the past 2 years are Emergency Room docs, and my free-clinic psychiatrist. After the cervical neck surgery, I went without seeing another doc until last year. Don't we just love our traditional health care system for the individual everyday "Joe?" It's disgusting if you ask me. But that's just my opinion. No offense intended.
In addition to asking for all of my blood serum levels for vitamins, minerals, insulin, and iron, what are some other practical things I can do to hopefully bypass the hysterical, you're too fat, and it's all in your head syndrome? What hard facts statistics, or publications do I need to quote, or refer to?
When I put my symptoms into any WebMD, or other such symptom search program, MS seems to be in all the lists. So yes, that is concerning.
I took a fall about 2 1/2 weeks ago, fell hard on my left knee, and slapped my torso and hands on the tile floor. Today, my left leg is still swelling up, my leg below the knee and off to the left side are numb, and I get a burning like fire sensation under the skin to the point I cannot wear any clothes over that leg with any comfort. I did go to the ER and nothing is broken, and the soonest I can get in to see the referred orthopedic is in 4 more weeks. I've taken falls before, but nothing like this pain and lingering has happened before. I just don't know. Any practical advise to see about getting my new doc off the slow let's wait and see boat is appreciated!
Thank you all for reading. Just getting it all out helps, too.
Twisty -- that is TwistyintheBrain!
First of all, I haven't had any practical and useable major medical insurance for over 5 years. Unfortunately, the insurance I did have 5 years ago literally put me in the poor house after having cervical fusion surgery at C5-7.
While I did show disk herniation, slight spinal cord, and nerve root impingement, the symptoms of vice-like grip pain in my upper left arm, burning pain down my left scapula, and numbness in the fingers of my left hand, improved, and almost 100% resolved, in the months following surgery.
Fast forward about three years, and I found some of the same symptoms returning, along with some old familiar symptoms, and some new.
Since I was a teenager, I have had traditional migraines, silent migraines, and optical migraines with scintillating scotoma. I've had vertigo attacks which have lasted days to months and the world goes all "Batman Sideways" on me. I've had pain in my ribcage from and for no apparent cause that keeps me from taking a deep breath. I have almost completely lost my sense of smell, and that started in 2006.... I now have significant floaters in both eyes that are unrelenting. The numbness in my left hand and fingers has returned, and I can confidently say that the tips of my middle 3 fingers are completely numb. Makes it hard to count money with my job as City Collector. Strangest of all, the roof of my mouth, and left side of my face, tongue, and gums feel numb. In addition to all that, I am constantly fatigued.... I feel like I've been hit by a truck..... I hurt all over..... I find it hard to walk...... Heat is NOT my friend (and I grew up in Texas - loved the summertime).... I have trouble with my vocabulary when talking, and I am usually a good wordsmith and speaker.... I actually have trouble enunciating my words and slur when speaking.... My memory is slipping..... My strength has all but disappeared..... And I have recently been diagnosed with major depressive disorder, borderline personality disorder, and complex PTSD with panic and anxiety attacks.
Granted, I was my mother's primary caregiver for the past 10 years, and the last 3 years before her death in Nov 2015 were especially hard on me, my emotional state, my financial state, and my body. I forced myself to keep going for her sake (a typical unuseful co-dependent behavior and pattern -- I know), to the point of exhaustion on all levels and to the detriment of my own health. When she died, I didn't even have the money to buy gas, let alone pay for and to see any type of Doctor.
I just got on a group insurance policy for the first time in 14 years this month, and have begun the search for a PCP. I need to get the ball rolling. The only MD's I have seen in the past 2 years are Emergency Room docs, and my free-clinic psychiatrist. After the cervical neck surgery, I went without seeing another doc until last year. Don't we just love our traditional health care system for the individual everyday "Joe?" It's disgusting if you ask me. But that's just my opinion. No offense intended.
In addition to asking for all of my blood serum levels for vitamins, minerals, insulin, and iron, what are some other practical things I can do to hopefully bypass the hysterical, you're too fat, and it's all in your head syndrome? What hard facts statistics, or publications do I need to quote, or refer to?
When I put my symptoms into any WebMD, or other such symptom search program, MS seems to be in all the lists. So yes, that is concerning.
I took a fall about 2 1/2 weeks ago, fell hard on my left knee, and slapped my torso and hands on the tile floor. Today, my left leg is still swelling up, my leg below the knee and off to the left side are numb, and I get a burning like fire sensation under the skin to the point I cannot wear any clothes over that leg with any comfort. I did go to the ER and nothing is broken, and the soonest I can get in to see the referred orthopedic is in 4 more weeks. I've taken falls before, but nothing like this pain and lingering has happened before. I just don't know. Any practical advise to see about getting my new doc off the slow let's wait and see boat is appreciated!
Thank you all for reading. Just getting it all out helps, too.
Twisty -- that is TwistyintheBrain!