another one?
Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2016 6:56 pm
Hello all.
50yo male, otherwise good health. (you'll laugh at that when you read the list below)
n. euro decent. no familial history of MS
things are piling up so i'd like to give you a rundown and see what you think.
-last july, one year ago the left side of my tongue went numb. i got kind of a burning mouth sensation on the left side only. it has gotten much better, but has no subsided.
-vision started going to hell at age 40.5, figured it was just age, but after chatting with mom 4 months ago who was just diagnosed glaucoma, i realized my crap vision was really double vision in my right eye only. a bit blurry in left eye. the conditon gets worse and subsides but never resolves completely. i have a large grey spot that is usually in the same place right eye, but sometimes moves. someone on here wrote "vaseline"" vision...that's the best descriptor of what the rest of it looks like, but this particular thing comes and goes, while the double visiona dn grey spot seem to be there all the time. I can see absolutely fine at a distance of over 4 feet, save the grey spot and vaseline vision that comes and goes.
-got a nice big hug today. which reminds me, this has been going on for a couple decades. maybe 4 times a year. starts under my left shoulder blade and usually (within seconds) encompasses chest and i can't breathe, tightness, sharp stabbing pain through both sides of chest. if i do really slow painful deep inhalation it will gradually let go at leave me with a sore back. if i go to the quack-a-practor and get a crack adjustment for mid back it gets better....until 3-4 months goes by and the next hug shows up. sometimes the pain relieves and does not lock up my back...so i can save the 50 bucks on the spine cracking.
-thought the hug was indegestion until Dr. mentioned MS a few months ago and i started reading about this. the indigestion thing was always fore-front in my mind...at age 27 i had a "blowout" after eating some wheat noodles and i suffered what the called IBS and all the tests, xrays and scopes i could take until i gave up. at age 45, i found out that gluten intolerance could set in at any age...i had never considered this because i ate wheat all my life and it never? bothered me until IBS at 27...i gave up coffee, booze, nuts, milk all kinds of things and never considered wheat...BTW the 20 dr.s i met for the IBS never did either.
so... i'm not celiac (been tested) but if i eat wheat, i bloat up, gass up and have diahorrea within 60 minutes. until empty.
-started bitching at DR in February of the bone crushing fatigue. he had me on low dose codeine, to control the IBS stopped taking it. no difference.
-have had an irritable bladder for a number of years. tried smooth muscle relaxers, they help a bit. tylenol helps for sure. this symptom comes and goes, some times weeks and months are good, or bad. feels like i gotta piss all the time, especially when bladder is empty. if i can withstand the irritation and go long enough (say 3 hours) for it to fill, it actually reduces the irritation and the urgency feeling. stress/anxienty makes this much, much worse. (like sitting on an airplane on the tarmac, waiting for take off and they don't want you walking to the bathroom...
-did i mention the bone crushing fatigue? turns out i have low T (5 out of a possible 30, normal is 15-20). iron levels were slightly elevated, but maybe due to diet was at 500.
-While on blood, CBC is good, liver enzymes are good and immuno A is good.
-the low T seems to be secondary hypogonadism, as the precurser FSH and LH are normal. (slightly high, but normal)
-good libdo and interest, but lack of energy.
-easily irritated. people close to me tell me i have "changed" in the last year. indecisive, apathetic, a bit needy, easily emotional both directions...get very mad very fast and get sad and weepy at movies and such, where i never used to. stupid things like what to have for lunch. chicken? beef?....can't make up my mind until say screw it, wasn't really hungry anyway and give up on the decision.
-tingleing in extremeties for a looong time (since my 20's), always gave that up to being 6'6" and having hands and feet along ways from my heart. back always gave me trouble, position can trigger tinglies in any given limb.
-confusion, fogged in...bad earlier this year but getting better now thank god. man that is horrible.
-left arm jumps sometimes just for funzies.
-left foot seems to be catching on things lately
-get a bit motion sick now, never used to.
-tons of joint pain gave that all up to a well mis-spent youth, too many birthdays, mild arthritis (according to Dr,) it's transient, one joint then another...
-pretty much got to hold a gun to my head to put my feet on the floor after a sitting for a while at the end of the day, once i'm moving the pain goes away. ok. in the morning.
- most recent thing? a red, itchy hot rash in my moustache, and close to nose on cheeks. almost like a cold sore but not oozy...maybe more like psoriasis...but that would be a new thing. responds to steriods and gets better. respondes to "clearasil". does not respond to anti bacterial or anti viral. have not tried an anti fungal.
so that is pretty much all of it. this stuf comes and goes and has gotten worse as i age, and really the worst of it was jan-march this year with the mental/emotional disturbance and the fatigue...the rest of the crap i just chalked up to "shit happens" because it always gets better (well except for vision and the tongue thing seem to have staying power) the fatigue could be the low T, but now i'm thinking that the low T is a result of lesions on hyppocampus or pituatary screwing with the FSH and LH precursors.
so...results of the high res MRI next monday and i'm a bit stressed about the results and unsure of what the future holds if it comes back with a positive MS or a positive pituatary tumor. I'm pretty sure something has gone awry in my noggin, just not sure what, or how i will respond to the "news"
i never would have considered MS until the Doc mentioned it, and i started doing a bit of reading. it explains pretty much everything i experience, but dammit, MS explains pretty much every ailment known to man...from what i can tell.
50yo male, otherwise good health. (you'll laugh at that when you read the list below)
n. euro decent. no familial history of MS
things are piling up so i'd like to give you a rundown and see what you think.
-last july, one year ago the left side of my tongue went numb. i got kind of a burning mouth sensation on the left side only. it has gotten much better, but has no subsided.
-vision started going to hell at age 40.5, figured it was just age, but after chatting with mom 4 months ago who was just diagnosed glaucoma, i realized my crap vision was really double vision in my right eye only. a bit blurry in left eye. the conditon gets worse and subsides but never resolves completely. i have a large grey spot that is usually in the same place right eye, but sometimes moves. someone on here wrote "vaseline"" vision...that's the best descriptor of what the rest of it looks like, but this particular thing comes and goes, while the double visiona dn grey spot seem to be there all the time. I can see absolutely fine at a distance of over 4 feet, save the grey spot and vaseline vision that comes and goes.
-got a nice big hug today. which reminds me, this has been going on for a couple decades. maybe 4 times a year. starts under my left shoulder blade and usually (within seconds) encompasses chest and i can't breathe, tightness, sharp stabbing pain through both sides of chest. if i do really slow painful deep inhalation it will gradually let go at leave me with a sore back. if i go to the quack-a-practor and get a crack adjustment for mid back it gets better....until 3-4 months goes by and the next hug shows up. sometimes the pain relieves and does not lock up my back...so i can save the 50 bucks on the spine cracking.
-thought the hug was indegestion until Dr. mentioned MS a few months ago and i started reading about this. the indigestion thing was always fore-front in my mind...at age 27 i had a "blowout" after eating some wheat noodles and i suffered what the called IBS and all the tests, xrays and scopes i could take until i gave up. at age 45, i found out that gluten intolerance could set in at any age...i had never considered this because i ate wheat all my life and it never? bothered me until IBS at 27...i gave up coffee, booze, nuts, milk all kinds of things and never considered wheat...BTW the 20 dr.s i met for the IBS never did either.
so... i'm not celiac (been tested) but if i eat wheat, i bloat up, gass up and have diahorrea within 60 minutes. until empty.
-started bitching at DR in February of the bone crushing fatigue. he had me on low dose codeine, to control the IBS stopped taking it. no difference.
-have had an irritable bladder for a number of years. tried smooth muscle relaxers, they help a bit. tylenol helps for sure. this symptom comes and goes, some times weeks and months are good, or bad. feels like i gotta piss all the time, especially when bladder is empty. if i can withstand the irritation and go long enough (say 3 hours) for it to fill, it actually reduces the irritation and the urgency feeling. stress/anxienty makes this much, much worse. (like sitting on an airplane on the tarmac, waiting for take off and they don't want you walking to the bathroom...
-did i mention the bone crushing fatigue? turns out i have low T (5 out of a possible 30, normal is 15-20). iron levels were slightly elevated, but maybe due to diet was at 500.
-While on blood, CBC is good, liver enzymes are good and immuno A is good.
-the low T seems to be secondary hypogonadism, as the precurser FSH and LH are normal. (slightly high, but normal)
-good libdo and interest, but lack of energy.
-easily irritated. people close to me tell me i have "changed" in the last year. indecisive, apathetic, a bit needy, easily emotional both directions...get very mad very fast and get sad and weepy at movies and such, where i never used to. stupid things like what to have for lunch. chicken? beef?....can't make up my mind until say screw it, wasn't really hungry anyway and give up on the decision.
-tingleing in extremeties for a looong time (since my 20's), always gave that up to being 6'6" and having hands and feet along ways from my heart. back always gave me trouble, position can trigger tinglies in any given limb.
-confusion, fogged in...bad earlier this year but getting better now thank god. man that is horrible.
-left arm jumps sometimes just for funzies.
-left foot seems to be catching on things lately
-get a bit motion sick now, never used to.
-tons of joint pain gave that all up to a well mis-spent youth, too many birthdays, mild arthritis (according to Dr,) it's transient, one joint then another...
-pretty much got to hold a gun to my head to put my feet on the floor after a sitting for a while at the end of the day, once i'm moving the pain goes away. ok. in the morning.
- most recent thing? a red, itchy hot rash in my moustache, and close to nose on cheeks. almost like a cold sore but not oozy...maybe more like psoriasis...but that would be a new thing. responds to steriods and gets better. respondes to "clearasil". does not respond to anti bacterial or anti viral. have not tried an anti fungal.
so that is pretty much all of it. this stuf comes and goes and has gotten worse as i age, and really the worst of it was jan-march this year with the mental/emotional disturbance and the fatigue...the rest of the crap i just chalked up to "shit happens" because it always gets better (well except for vision and the tongue thing seem to have staying power) the fatigue could be the low T, but now i'm thinking that the low T is a result of lesions on hyppocampus or pituatary screwing with the FSH and LH precursors.
so...results of the high res MRI next monday and i'm a bit stressed about the results and unsure of what the future holds if it comes back with a positive MS or a positive pituatary tumor. I'm pretty sure something has gone awry in my noggin, just not sure what, or how i will respond to the "news"
i never would have considered MS until the Doc mentioned it, and i started doing a bit of reading. it explains pretty much everything i experience, but dammit, MS explains pretty much every ailment known to man...from what i can tell.