I have posted some pretty heavy stuff in the past. Possibly this one is less depressing, but somehow I doubt it. Lately I have started having a lot of bizarre symptoms. I get these twitches and tremors that are almost a constant. When I try to flex or contract my muscles I shake pretty badly. I also feel like my whole body, vision, balance, etc is flickering, a mega short circuit if you will. I am now looking into basically anything that might help. I have tried MJ for the tremor, but in the ultimate irony it makes me worse. I immediately lose balance, tremor increases and my optic neuritis gets worse

I am looking at the Stratton/Wheldon reg and would like anyone's comments good and bad on that. I also am open to peoples suggestions on what has helped them, anecdotal or not.
I am on rebif, statins and wellbutrin. I also drink beer, probably more than I should. I want to stop the wellbutrin because I do not think it is helping me much, but I still at times have some suicidal ideation and I am a little scared to just quit the antidepressants.
I must say that I do feel like kind of a punk ass whiner when i read some of your stories of what you are dealing with and see the incredible strength and personal fortitude many of you have demonstrated. I guess I am not that strong.
If anyone has something they want to share I would appreciate it.
I believe that if things do not change for me soon I will be pushing up dasies somewhere.
Thanks for your time
