I'm not getting new stuff, but the leg weakness is just getting worse and worse; I just can't look the other way anymore. I was holding on to the hope that nothing new meant no progression. But after we talked about the amount of progression I've experienced in two years and then put it out there that if this keeps up, where will I be in two more years. I just had to put my head in my hands for a bit. He is checking for me to see if I can get in the Campath study with Tovaxin so recently coursing through my veins. 75% get Campath, 25% get Rebif in this study. He says he is really liking what he is seeing in Campath studies. I don't know how you would not totally be able to tell the difference between Rebif and Campath. I mean one is every other day and the other is like Tysabri. That's kind of a question since I'm not sure about the schedule for dosage of Campath, but I know it's not every other day!
I can't believe I'm considering another trial, but at least there's no risk of 'flying naked'. As you have all heard me talk, I'm wanting to do HiCy. I just talked to Carrie and they are full until the first of the year. Maybe I'll just wait it out and hope it's not too late. I just feel like I got hit by a truck (because of the news, not the MS). I was hoping beyond hope that Tovaxin would be it for me. It doesn't appear to be so I can't go off and have a big ass pity party. I've got to move on and hope I slow this party down a little bit. I'll let you all know if I get in the Campath/Rebif thing. I think I'll know if it's Rebif since Avonex damn near killed me. But for now, 75% odds seem pretty good.
I need some love people. I'm not one to stay down in the dumps or feeling sorry for myself for very long (usually thanks to GWA


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